aleph tip 04: . https://i.ani.me/0372/6504/metbo.jpg

A girl-FRIEND sounds fucking lame, a girl-FOE sounds like she'd stab your heart and your ego in one motion. A worthy final boss . https://i.ani.me/0345/2618/pathetic.jpg

tank u! poison put my ass to sleep . https://i.ani.me/0372/6492/honk.jpg

Got to cook with my mom after a long while again. That octopus was the yummiest shit I got to eat in the last year or so 10/10

If people get tired of me talking about this topic let me know ok. I made a mistake. I said I was old in this game that was my ego talking. I think I'm better than the other narcissists but I'm not. All the symptoms I stopped just make me think highly of myself. But, it doesn't change the fact that I'm still young myself with much to learn. I just wish other narcissist was serious about bringing more light to this disease. I want to bounce off others contributions. Sure there are non narcissist contributing but they say the same thing over and over. We can't have awareness. We can't change. Things I already proved wrong. We need more narcissist knowing who they are but with knowing respect to what they tell us we are. So we can tell the world we have studied what you think of us but have overcome that. But, I never see any narcissist confirming that they are struggling to overcome the stigma. I just see narcissist on YouTube confirming the stigma with pride of who they are. That's not you you just settled / gave up the fight goes on for change. I will continue as resistance to self till the battle is won. That's why i have a fighting spirit. I guess just because narcissist aren't open about the illness doesn't mean they aren't fighting. It's just what it looks like to me. But, I guess the world not ready for narcissist to come clean and the narcissists aren't ready to be dismantled. The truth is ugly. I'm so ready for the next shift to catch the hands of the world. Give us what we deserve and make us fight for your trust. Tough times create strong men. Problem is we are cowards we run from tough times. I myself am in tough times I have schizophrenia I run to Jesus but it persists. But, I get it now I'm only getting what I deserve. I ask Jesus to save me without fighting for his trust. I'm in the shift I been asking for. To catch the hands of the world. To fight for trust whether it be from humans or God. I'm right where I should be. There can be no woe is me when your right where you suppose to be. No blaming God. So I should stop running from these tough times and get strong.