@gabriel_true Day(s) 118 (day 118 actually should be the 12th, but I forgot to write you on the 11th) and 120: I'm so sorry for missing you on yesterday! I don't know where my brain was at on that day lol, but I suppose I'm writing you your message for today (and yesterday) very early. I just want to tell you that my God is great, and even better than that, there's absolutely no words I could give to describe just how perfect He is and how much I love Him. I'm sitting in a closet at 5:37 in the morning sobbing because of the remembrance of His wonder working power that is/has been made manifest in my life and those around me, whether that be knowingly or unknowingly. I have been struggling a lot with myself and my thoughts last year and the start of this one, but I praise my Heavenly Father that gives me the wisdom and maturity to reflect on the ways He has shown up...even when I couldn't perceive it at the time. God is my Jehova Jireh; my Provider of all things, and He has been using the friends in my life (you guys) to prove to me how much He listens to me. I see God's goodness in everything: the sky, a blade of grass, a flower, people, nature, the clothes I'm wearing and even the ability to take time to simply sit still. My God is a God who's more than enough even when I'm not. He's a God who gives and takes away, yet gives us the spiritual tools to endure those seasons where He takes for our good (that we may not see as good at the time). My God is a God where there is no variableness or shadow of turning within Him; a perfect being, yet who shines His light within me because He is more than good to me. If I were to never achieve much in this life. If I were to not have achievements or popularity as people count them...I'm fine with that. I just want to love how God loves and hope that that same love of my Heavenly Father is a beacon of hope and a ray of light to everyone on this site and in this world. If the only thing I could ever do was to love until my last breath, then I'd pray that I'm faithful with the little I've been given, because I serve a God who is more than enough, so to act in His love IS more than enough for me. - God Is My Heart: Ying-Ying

Me and my gf just finished Blue Lock she loved it. She said she's gonna read the manga. We now watching the beginning of Bleach. We saw the Thousands Year Blood War but she hasn't seen the beginning of Bleach.

@poisonivy92 Have you ever been called this overused buzzword? A coworker who smokes, drinks and committed fornication called me that when I said, "I'm autistic!", because I'm nothing like his "five-year old cousin". Family and friends disagree with him. My most loyal uncle told me quote, "Although you have narcissistic traits, none of them are toxic." Stepmother called me "narcissistic" but denies that I am a "narcissist". Mother called me "Hitler", but apologized. Not everyone is against us. But bad people exist whether neurodivergent or not. "Covert" is "cynical jerk" and "Overt" or "Grandiose" is "elitist bastard". But let us all readers remember... https://i.imgur.com/BQcdVQW.jpeg https://i.imgur.com/sqwQz9I.jpeg https://i.imgur.com/FugmENy.jpeg

Just finished playing black ops 3 multiplayer with one of my step daughters. I was taunting her by stepping in front of her gun but she got the hang of it rq and killed me lol. Even saw some mlg jump shots lol. She did good for first time using a controller. Was fun bonding with her. Just finished eating together and now I'm looking at wedding dresses with my gf. Edit: Just did tiktoks with my step daughters and my gf was so nice.