Not having an ideal end to the first month of 2026. Just went to the doctor and looks like I have a broken big toe. They said it doesn't look crippling and should recover, but I'm gonna have to stay in this thing for a while.

I personally dislike AI being used. I think instead of making things "easier" for them (which usually isn't the case with these certain things truly, it's their workplace overworking them so they don't have proper time to animate), they should actually just treat their workers like actual human beings so they have the proper time to draw/animate their stuff. But, as most big businesses are very greedy...I don't think that'll happen anytime soon or very easily.

https://youtube.com/shorts/dvyAY6heDsE?si=UlP6sQkaT93HmQed Diabolical

Hello! I hope to put myself out more often, and maybe find friends who have the same interests as me. It'd be nice to find cosplay buddies too!

My gf smile is slowly bringing me to life. The horror of being seen as inadequate, imperfect, and undesirable is leaving my nervous system or mind. The more time I spend with her the less I worry and the more happier I become because I'm not bracing myself. She says I'm fun when I find myself boring. She says I'm caring when I don't have empathy. She says deep down I know you care about me. When I'm worrying if my care is even worth acknowledging. A mirror that only shows flaws is a lie. I got to see her views of me and that matters because she's someone who loves me. The mirror I use has no love for me only disdain. It only shows flaws. With her views of me I'm starting to forget that haunting mirror even existed. Must be because there's a fuller image I can now view. She makes my life fuller and I believe her when she says I do the same for her. I'm beginning to trust what she says about me and accept a fuller image. I see her beautiful loving smile and it horrifys me that once she knows me it will fade. But, she does know me and still chooses to smile at me. The horror that says your unlovable was throughly blown away by her love. I had decided on my own that I'm unlovable. And, that haunted me. But, my gf said who decided that lol. She is proof that my fears are just fears not reality. I'm also finding it easier to be close to her. My nervous system is getting use to it. And, even seeking and enjoying it. Though I still get over stimulated but it's lessening.

Ikoku Nikki (Journal with Witch) Episode 3 when she finally breaks down at school, getting upset with her teachers and friend. They did a really good job portraying the emotion in the scene.

Ikoku Nikki (Journal with Witch) Wasn’t planning on watching this one. Didn’t really look interesting to me. However, I needed to kill some time waiting in the ER and watched a few episodes. For a drama it was a lot better than I expected. If you’re an introvert, you’ll probably find the aunt’s family situation really relatable. As extrovert family members rarely understand their quarks. It’s also an interesting take on dealing with loss. The teenage girl seems to be handling it on the surface, but in reality she’s not. She’s subconsciously escaping and avoiding her emotions.

Kimi ni Todoke - From Me To You - Season 3 Episode 3 Ryo’s back story got to me.

A few friends wanted to play WoW Classic TBC Anniversary, so I have a rogue I'm going to main for arena, and a warlock alt. Super new to warlock so that'll be interesting, but rogue I could play in my sleep at this point. (ᴗ˳ᴗ) zZ Going to avoid raiding as I don't want a raid schedule, just want it to be a pvp mini game so I have free time.