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(3:50 PM Tue.) We are finally back in our house (we call it shack though) after being at both of our aunts house for four or five days. It was really nice and fun, it's quiet where they live which is really nice and the land is great! This means I won't be online again since our neighbors wifi has been acting up recently. I love you all very much and remember to stay safe, happy and healthy. ❤️

Signs I received this week... I was watching a pastor on tiktok he was talking about not giving up and honestly I was tired of being told not to relax and keep trying my hardest like some cyclops on the front lines. I have a bone to pick with God. But, anyway I was really at my wits end from how hard this journey is. So I went to the store to get a vape to calm down on my way home the radio station was talking about not giving up and quantum leaps I guess that was my sign from God because I was really distressed. I know people want to get signs from God but it was almost like a slap in the face telling me to keep going I run my mind ragged already. But atleast I got a sign. I guess I aught to be thankful for the message with perfect timing. Atleast he sees me. Not give up means there still a chance and he wants me to keep going. I'm just ungrateful trash that's tired but on we go. Thank you jesus for the sign. Anyway there is something weird that happen to me today the song I posted on here by school food punishment called 0459 as I listened to it I was prompted to look at the time randomly and it was 9:45 strange I thought nothing of it I only had one thought to look at the time and it was the exact numbers strange so I went to sleep read some novels then the song came to my mind again and I randomly looked at the time it was exactly 9:54 strange 2 for 2 I hadn't looked at the time but 2 times today and it was the exact numbers of the song strange I think they call that synchronicity but idc i just want to go home to Jesus idc that the universe wants to tell me I'm on the right path I hate my path it's hard getting my cheeks clapped thanks for letting me know I guess that I'm not getting my cheeks clapped for nothing. If synchronicity even mean something. Edit: Not that I care about synchronicity or the universe you can leave me alone with that coincidence shit that's how people go crazy. Still strange but idc.

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