Loving someone who hates you may sound impossible but it can happen to anyone, anytime. When supporting their relationship, they hate on yours. When asking about their day, they don’t ask about yours. When being there for them, they’re never there for you. Having to face the truth and finding out the person you “love” actually hates you is heartbreaking. Having to rethink all the time they wasted on that person is truly stressful. And the worse part. They’ve become attached to the person. So attached that they can’t forget them.

I have finally reached the threshold of knowledge to where I have become dangerous and gotta slow my role a massive degree. So I can no longer share what's on my mind for fear people won't be able to handle the information the benefits do no outway the harm it could cause. I finally understand that it's better to shut up and talk about anime and stuff here. Anybody excited for Kenpachi Bankai and Yoruichi cat form in the bleach new season?

https://youtu.be/Eq6poNaAvYM?si=8w_tDlO94Qle1AAX https://youtu.be/NjGqw2lIYYM?si=zqdAhP2aCX_NPcdo https://youtu.be/XWWyDAraQtg?si=Fm7FyKf43l6luhLV https://youtu.be/VaqnWyi5nMQ?si=QsOFKU_vFi1YcDJD https://youtu.be/tjlvmb8SGEs?si=ygDJnYSmanJ55y03

during spring, my manager feeds the ducks, so they bring their babies around. its adorable and really makes everyones day to see them and their little ducky antics, but once they grow up they still kinda stay in these sibling clusters and hang around. well, once these little sheisters walk into our open door and then scatter, and we had to coral and shepard them outside. we couldnt stop laughing at the absurdity, one was hiding behind one of the long floor curtains. so anyways, it got a lot less funny when we had to clean up all the duck shit (guess we scared them shitless nyuknyuknyuk) but was well worth it lul https://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m83shgQGDR1qduqkw.gif

https://youtu.be/202fjZZO-tI?is=BFhWEBGfxi_doxWy Band: Seether Song: Words as Weapons

I made a grand breakthrough in understanding schizophrenia this shit to easy. Currently just threatening the voices with it and watching them dance there attacks have lost all effectiness I know the principles behind it now. I just don't feel like mulling it over and writing it places unless they piss me off. Once you know the principles after reduction people will be like oh fuck I get it now I can defend myself and break free like a switch from preexisting held beliefs. Let a nibba try me try me My God got my back I'm gonna mull it over and try to help other schizophrenics. You can even purify your faith with this technique I learned. And you can purify sticky delusions.

https://youtube.com/shorts/saPgeZ9kt08?si=ZdKSRDFl-q9HYSs9 lol

Today I went out to the pickleball courts with my dad and played 3 solid hours in 94 degree weather. It was brutal. We tried to do the intermediate courts but didn't do too well but at the more beginner courts we picked up some wins. I came back literally one pound lighter from sweating even though I was drinking water the whole time. Right now I weigh 128 pounds which is the lightest I've been since college. I can actually see a 4 pack coming in! I just gotta keep it up.