Halloween? Man, all ima say is yall better watch yo ass, ole Randy puttin on the tracksuit this year, he ain't hidin ain't disguisin no more (ball knowledge)

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You already asked this question, Marfin. And if a part of democratic leadership involves these stupid ads, then my opinion on it is I hate it very much.

The best way to manage your expectations is by not having any. Much like your expectations on successfully selling anything here should be nonexistent cause ain't nobody fallin' for it.

I read the title as it saying something about a lost airport terminal, I was about to tell you to go find it...but as that's not the case. Go away, please.

I want a heart so bad. But, it can be a beautiful or vile thing. Maybe it's to powerful for me. So God didn't permit it. Heartbreak can cause people to do some insane things like kill there partner. I've heard it literally hurts so much. That's crazy I will never understand. Walking that thin line between great elevation and severe pain. What does it all mean? I just have my mind and spirit. And, it's still easy to get corrupted. I can't imagine the influx of corrupted emotions in the mix. But, I'm willing to take that chance. People have so much hate in there hearts it's become vile. Maybe I'm as free as I am and can think straight because no one has damaged me. But, still a life trying to build meaning out of nothing is not a life. But, yall scare me with your hearts some of them are vile some of them are beautiful. And, it's also the fact that your fragile. That scares me the most. If my gf broke up with me I'd be happy for her because she deserve someone better and i'd help her stay on her feet till she find another cause I care for her. But, if I broke up with my gf she would be devastated. Cause she has one of the most beautiful hearts I ever seen. It would hurt me and I would be sad if she broke up with me I would just be happy someone accepted me for long as they did considering how broken I am. In my book the angel can't do no wrong. I don't care how much I helped her with money took care of her kids helped her family that wouldn't make me mad at her. It was a honor to invest in something as pure as you and be apart something greater than myself. You cared for me the real broken me and I can never repay that. You made me feel it your love is so powerful even the heart I don't feel moves for you. It's beginning to know better than to be a selfish fool. You make it wrestle to care. And, when it's not wrestling you make it natural to care. This heart betrays people. The fact that you got it in line even a little is a testament to your love. Why does it wrestle to see your blinding light you offer because that means if would have to change. Why can't I take your hand fully and walk into newness. Your worth it. Your beyond worth it. The hand that saved me. I struggle to grab your hand when you need saving. What is wrong with me I hate it why am i so weak what benefits would a heart bring me.

pay gorn

Dropping off my niece to my brother. Been baby sitting her last week and having her enjoy my butterfly garden. Now I can reward myself with some game time!

Today I tried that workout I talked about the other day. I couldn’t do the dips and pullups that well, but I did 15 dips, 35 pull ups, and 100 push ups within my hour session not counting including my leg workouts. I did pretty good but I am so sore. I went to an all you can eat Indian food buffet afterwards and ate 4 plates of food lol