I seriously would of went beyond insane if not for schizophrenia kicking my teeth in. That's scary to think about. Almost makes me not hate the voices / demonic oppression. All they do is exaggerate my darkness so I feel it. Feeling it sucks because it causes guilt, shame, despair, blindness, and condemnation. But, without them waking me up to my own flaws and darkness I would be lost cause somewhere in the Andromeda galaxy and I never would of known Jesus and built a relationship with him. They must didn't know how to destroy me. Or God wouldn't let them destroy me. I shouldn't be looking at the voices as being helpful and thinking man you helped me it was ultimately God who uses evil for good and allowed the persecution for my redemption. It was for a purpose. It's strange how things work out. The voices truly want to destroy me. But, God is so powerful that they end up causing me to flourish. He surely is sovereign over all things. All Glory to Jesus you truly cared enough to not let me go insane. This thorn in my flesh is just keeping me close to you. I'm happy thorn in my flesh God is the Best. I remember how these hardships saved me and what the hardships taught me. So I can say you are the best without being hurt. You don't take pleasure in suffering it's all for a redemptive purpose. Anyway, my gf was having nightmares everyday I told her to put two verses on a sticky note and hang it by her bed and the nightmares stopped. God is good. The verses was psalm 4:8 and 2 Timothy 1:7

I went to a friend's house for gamd night and I made pumpkin bread! I added extra cinnamon and an additional ingredient of butter for moistness.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHfJHlkwkLM they just released this for the daughter character that's going to be released soon. Very surprised to see something this sad as it's a big departure from the other characters.

I'm beginning to see why some early complaints of Re:Zero is that it gets caught in endless loops of "character development." I mean I get what the writers were going for, however season 2's begining half was admittedly irritating as I felt Subaru relapsed some of the lessons he learned in season 1. Now in season 4 we're back in the trap of endless stalled character growth. Yeah I know it's building up to a grander reveal in part two of season 4, however it's gonna take a hot minute to get there and my patience for these types of scenarios is next to non-existent no matter how much I enjoy the characters overall.

Classroom of the Elite 4th Season You and I Are Polar Opposites Killed Again, Mr. Detective. I Made Friends with the Second Prettiest Girl in My Class Marriagetoxin Gals Can't be Kind to Otaku!?

Almost the midnight hour and this birthday bash needs to go out with a blast! https://youtu.be/nzFdG412xOU?si=6vWMIzChoTmoqv6r

It's a full moon tonight and on my birthday no less. Apparently this morning it had turned blue, but I didn't notice the coloration change.