Back in the 90s, while I was watching this Korn music video, my deceased big brother didn't want me to think of the Silent Generation guardian we lived with spanking me too much. More than my parents and others combined. https://youtu.be/2s3iGpDqQpQ?is=EU0z0Nfsv3zqpNQe Same brother also wondered why I'm comparing Missy Elliott to Mega Man. https://youtu.be/9UvBX3REqSY?is=5HftjhizON2Dy1Ek He also wondered why I liked this MJ music video. https://youtu.be/86Hyjx5U8Ns?is=MNOzmyXeVBBegYXN They were just airing at the time when brand new.

Finally achieved a big long goal of mine of getting a Bow of Faerdhinen with full crystal armor on my ironman. Now I need to decide on a cool recolor!

Just got finished thanking God for my gf and her 2 girls. And, the tears just came out of no where. God and them provide me with water for my soul. They give me hope and life. Slowly my heart is changing. The threads of connection may be thin but they carry meaning. Who would of thought I could heal another person and care for them adequately that's a big deal for someone like me known for causing hurt. I pray the threads of connection increase with meaning and love and stay healthy in Jesus name amen. I never had a healthy relationship before and it's bringing me to tears that I'm having success. Though there are times I am the darkness in others lives I can also can be the light. Jesus don't let me fail myself others and you please. Do what you have to do please amen. Help me keep growing Jesus amen. To God be the glory.

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