I guess mine would be when I was almost done with Pokemon. I went to a friend's bday party and in my grab bag of goodies there was a Pokemon booster and a Holo Articuno inside. Well thanks to that 1 card which everyone at the party wanted to trade for it but I kept it back on track I'm still a Pokemon fan till this day.

The voices call me pure evil. Omegalol that's not gonna work no more I know how to validate my heart now. They can't make me view myself as pure evil and lose touch with my own heart anymore. Omegalol they pissed I'm still getting stronger neither narcissism or schizophrenia can stop God's plan and purpose for my life. The truth is I'm a walking success story. A testament to God transformative power. I'm divinely confined so the works of God can be shown through me and they big mad. But, I trust in my Heavenly Father Supreme Authority over the Earth and Creation. And, I thank him for Grace, Mercy, Favor, Protection, and Guidance. Bruh they didn't want me to see myself so bad. I know the voices and the devil mad and they hate me and the God I serve. I acknowledge my darkness and bring it into the light. There's a difference between being pure evil and having both light and darkness within. They can't fool me. They just want me to sink into despair that there's nothing good about me that everything I do is a abomination that I'm to ugly for God and others. Typical demon tactics. But, God gave me discernment to see through that. I'm passed the point of worrying about myself because my God has never failed me. Man I'm Up Big following Jesus. You just don't stop winning. All Glory be to you Jesus.

https://youtu.be/9uafUIwBUaQ?si=yq3nRsu8pIs-9_S1 My GOAT Raymun

For Honor Monster Hunter Wilds The occasional Fire Emblem hack

^ I feel like it can be a plethora of reasons with the anime thing. I have seen enough anime that have overly weird (sometimes to the point of awkward or disturbing) concepts/characters/themes/plot points and nothing is really done about it in the shows, so I think when you have certain things that are extremely weird and normalized in the anime, people who ARE already creeps themselves see it and cling onto certain animes because they see themselves being portrayed as normal or funny in these shows, so they probably think it's way more okay to be unhinged in anime spaces because of that (like with yandere or the perverted characters. If there's an already mentally unsound individual seeing these characters being portrayed as cool or normal, they'll most likely be most comfortable being that thing in anime conventions/places because the community 'accepts' those behaviors for the most part). That being said, I think it's ultimately up to the consumers watching and not the anime itself inherently. I am a firm believer though that a lot of animators over there in Japan/Manga writers have their own mental issues too, especially with the Loli and Shota characters, because that IS full blown pedophilia/creepy behavior for you to have the unmitigated gall to even write a show where children are having full blown sex (with an adult OR another child). But again, it's also up to the consumer to not consume certain content and feed into that. But, if you are already: 1. A creep, 2. Mentally unwell (not in a creepy way) or 3. Struggling with certain things (thoughts, behaviors and desires), then you will most likely gravitate towards an anime that feeds into your present struggles in the first place. What I'm getting to is that like with any form of content/media there's going to be good and bad people/spaces as well as shows. I do believe there are plenty of healthy and good anime consumers out there, but with practically much of everything, usually the bad side(s) end up being pushed so that's the only thing you end up seeing.