(3:22 PM Thu.) I have wifi for today and for two days on the twenty-first and twenty-second of this month. Obviously, I came to say hello since my mom left a phone with WiFi for me to be on while she’s out. Speaking of, I’m watching my grandma today since the parents, eldest sister, twin and baby brother went out to our aunts to pick up their van for our eldest sister’s Birthday coming up. I have to make her rice for dinner…which I’m scared of since I’m never able to get the rice just right. It’s either just a tad too hard or soft, but hopefully I do well today! Besides my eldest sister’s Birthday coming up this July 21st, I don’t think there’s much of an update to give? God's continuing to be faithful and provide for the family through random money donations or neighbors giving food, but other than that, we are waiting on Him always. I hope you all have been doing well in this weather and just in your day-to-day life? I love you guys very much! ♥️

Just take up gardening if you have the space for it. Simple as that. Being more active in helping my father with his property and being more environmentally concious tending to Monarchs at my place has done wonders for my mental health. It guve you a quiet space that reminds you how growth and peace takes patience and consistency. And just getting to see these little guys and watch the butterflies come tells me what I do matters to the Earth around me. A few little plants can do more than you realize.

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I've been prideful. I'm glad I figured out the idolizing thing cause God will humble you. But, another area where I been prideful and arrogant is thinking demons are scared of me. That the voices are scared of me. They scared of God's power that rests on me. They ultimately scared of God and not worried or fearful of human strength. Michael is an archangel of immense power, yet he did not display overconfidence or hurl insults at the devil. He relied entirely on God's authority ("The Lord rebuke you"). Jude uses this to condemn humans who arrogantly think they can insult or casually fight evil on their own. It is the Lord power and mercy that I am not consumed. Not my own. I've been acting tough and haughty at these voices as if the power is coming from me. If the power stopped I would eat my words and be consumed. I boasted about my own bravery when I should of boasted in the Lord mercy and protection. I'm arrogant like it's my strength it's Christ strength keeping the danger away. And I'm out here provoking fights in pride. The authority comes from Jesus and keeping the law and I haven't been keeping the law perfect. This is still new to me so this is all I got that I understand I won't be speaking for a while about this stuff a narcissist with pride if I'm lucky and shut up and repent I might not experience a fall. Lord forgive me if I lead anyone astray I will shut up now.