WillWorkForIsekai

I think schizophrenia voices are real. But, I don't know what they are. Maybe it’s external (demons, spiritual forces). Maybe it’s internal (your own mind creating them). Or maybe it’s something we don’t even have language for yet. But, if they are demons they are really sucky demons. Because I would of already went completely insane on my own if they didn't cruelly start breaking my ego down. Even though they cruel and unkind. I've gained so much from them reflecting the hidden self back to me. They won't allow me to hide from myself. Though they have a habit of only bringing to my attention dark shit. It is annoying I don't wanna know everything about my shadow. I don't want there cruel exposure therapy. I like learning about myself but not that bad. But, they force my shadow on me to deal with it. There unwanted mirrors. They expose my shadow relentlessly. They won’t let me escape into illusions. They’ve forced me to confront truths about myself I would never have touched on my own. Though I'm lucky some people hear complete nonsense or completely disturbing stuff. If it is my mind creating it. How come voices know more than me about me. That's weird. I will never understand it. Maybe I should read some Carl Jung he said... “One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.” @chocopyro I remember you telling me it's my shadow. Can I ask you again what do you think it is?

My girlfriend called me Superman. It feels good to receive such tenderness. All my hardwork fighting along side Jesus payed off. She's extremely happy with the man I am.