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willworkforisekai

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willworkforisekai
I'm sorry you've had to experience so many hardships. But, I'm glad you still see potential in yourself and deciding your own worth despite your experiences. Don't be to hard on yourself. It's hard to escape the images we hold ourselves hostage to if we are. I pray the burdens you carry become lighter with each passing day. Stay well man.
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snakee_dubs
KanekiVoices @snakee_dubs I pray mentally I get well soon as possible. If only it was possible to actually wipe certain memories or let the fade away faster.
willworkforisekai
I thought about it some more and your closer to being right to me. Word curses hit home. I will seriously give your advice some thought
wei_ying
From personal experience, please DO NOT entertain those thoughts. I know it is hard and tiring to fight them constantly, but it is much better to fight and pray then let them get a foothold on you. The only reason spirits (outside of the Holy Spirit) know so much is because they know they past, but they can't know the future. However, they can make it seem as if they know what's going to happen by getting people to put word curses over themselves or over people and because of said curse placed on you that thing comes to pass. But only really because they have made someone come.into agreement with what THEY want to happen to you or someone else. It isn't really the fact that they know anything
wei_ying
Rose Mommy ® @wei_ying I just hope the Holy Spirit is giving you discernment. That's all I want for you is to grow in a healthy way ^^, but I am happy to hear you are thinking about it and not just blindly agreeing with anyone <3
willworkforisekai
Thank you for sharing your knowledge with me it was really helpful. The devil has been gaining my trust recently by tempting me with awareness the thing I so desperately crave. Reading what you wrote i'm reevaluating & discerning all the lies he mixed in along the way. I don't think about those often. I only pay the voices mind when they know why I'm doing something because idk myself. But, the price of awareness isn't worth giving the devil a foothold in my mind. Thanks for helping me clear my thoughts. Haven't realized I'm already doing business with him. I was just trying to use him but I am experiencing prices. So, by that logic I'm being used also. I'm beginning to see how dangerous listening to them is thanks :)
wei_ying
Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV), 11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Matthew 7:7-8 (NIV), 7 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8 For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened." You are so very brave and strong for the things you have been through, and I'm glad you are trying Jesus, that is all he desires is that you try. And with having to do with those demonic voices telling you you aren't enough or are too evil, I personally am telling you, that they are liars. After all John 8:44 (NIV) says: "44 You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies." And while Jesus was talking to physical people, that verse applies to your situation with these evil voices. Satan and his cohorts are trying to bring you down by telling you that you are too evil for Christ and Christianity, but I encourage you by saying it is not the healthy Jesus came for, but he came for the sick. You are doing the right thing by wanting to try, and I implore you to search and keep searching for THE truth but to always pray and ask God to send information your way so you aren't deceived by new age teachings of the world. But you aren't too dirty, too evil, too narcissistic for God and his Son to handle, keep trusting in Jesus and he will heal you just as he did the lame, the blind, the deaf, the paralyzed and the demonically possessed. You may be going through a trial right now, but I hope this Bible verse can encourage you some more. 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 says, 9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." Jesus went through it all so that when you lean on him you have all that you need, "his yolk is easy and his burden is light", and that is because the chastisement of our peace was upon him. So, it may be difficult, but rejoice and continue to praise and search when those voices tell you otherwise, because they are just trying to get you to give up on the real truth which is Jesus Christ. God bless you in Jesus name ❤️
wei_ying
Rose Mommy ® @wei_ying You are absolutely welcome. I understand how it feels to have unwanted and intrusive voices in your head. I don't think I shared it here before, but I struggled with voices when I was younger and it was hard, and sometimes I do feel as though those voices come back, but I chose to pray for discernment and strength to prevail. Please believe me when I say the fight is worth it, so I know you may be worried about those voices now, but just try to focus on God's voice more and he will give you strength to persevere and heal you. But I know how frustrating those voices can be and even how they feel like they drive you mad, but that's what they want. Anyhow, I will keep you in my prayers ❤️
willworkforisekai
https://youtu.be/ZAfAud_M_mg?si=bzFKVpdzvVEjXrgd Proactively anayzling and cross referencing the love and hurt in this song to better interpret the type of love I'm receiving and the hurt I could potential cause as to not take for granted the position I'm in and the responsibility that comes with it.
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