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yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
Sorry to rant, but today my brother was going to have me watch his puppy again today. Which a one off day, fine. Totally fine. But he was planning on making it four days a week permanently. And he isn't paying me(like he said he would). I told him I could do today, and maybe every other week, but a consistent thing would be too hard on me physically. I seriously risk nerve damage if I overdo it. And I already have some permanent nerve damage from when I tried giving her 1hr out of the kennel and 40mins in. He doesn't know about that. I try not to complain. But when I have a boundary, now he responds curtly and is giving me the silent treatment. Like... I do feel really bad about it. But I already have so much on my plate, too. Everyone treats me like I'm some sort of useless sack of molded potatoes but without me they wouldn't have their jobs as I drive them everywhere, I watch little brother's dog three days a week, and that's on top of every call I make for them, appointment I get them to... And none of them pays me for doing any of it mind you! It really is too much on me. I barely have the mental and physical energy to work on the things that are paying me. Which is Patreon and my caretaking duties for my mother. Which is still not making ends meet, but it's better than nothing. So I don't know what more they think they can extract from me. :'(
Floral Mommy ® @wei_ying I'm sorry to hear that, Yuu-Chan. You deserve better, I love you.
yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
Awwww! Thank you so kindly. I do work hard to improve. I'm truly blessed to hear from you. You really are a little angel on earth. I've been so swamped with work that I haven't really updated our little notes for you. I didn't want to sound like I was complaining the whole time. Since in my life, I pretty much have nothing but complaints. lolol
I do hope to get a few more supporters. Just enough so I can save money and get me and my sister outta here. I hope your situation continues to improve as well. You really deserve good things, because being kind to others feels so rare at times. It deserves a little reward.
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I'm cheering for you, Yuu-Chan! You've got this. ❤️
Also, I've been meaning to comment on your art recently. I'm no artist myself, but I do have working eyes, you've been improving lately and all your hard effort shows! I'm excited whenever I see a new pick because there's something in the pic that is better than the last, I pray you continue to get many supporters cause you deserve good things.
Floral Mommy ® @wei_ying Always, Yuu-Chan, no need for thanks. I'm always happy to see the improvements you continue to make and how you are always determined to improve, that's cool to see, and it truly is paying off. I feel like your proportions and angles of people/objects of have gotten a lot better to name two. And I don't mind if all you have to say right now is how everything seems to be hard/wrong, as preferable as your life being nothing but smooth sailing would be, life doesn't work that way often and I understand sometimes people have their tough patches/seasons or even years that are just rough to get through. Talking about things help, that much I know, especially being able to constantly process the things that are going on — basically, I don't mind! Truly. I love knowing you're still alive and kicking life in the legs XD. Also, I hope you get blessed with a very unreasonable amount of money for just one person to have, one day you'll be telling me how you are finally free with your sister, and that's a day I can't wait for ^^.
yuuzora @yuuzora Aw, thanks. I do often feel like this is a bit of a safe space to say things I would usually never in a million years post online. Part of that is thanks to you and the other actual people on here being much the same boat. Just trying to survive while trying to establish or strengthen a support network while they do all that struggling. I do hope the ones that I've talked to that aren't mean or creepy get what they're working towards in life. So that counts you. I will gratefully extend an olive branch when the sea of life finally gives me some land to stand on. I hope it'll give you more grace for sure. You deserve some fair weather and sandy shores to rest a while.
Floral Mommy ® @wei_ying I'm happy this place is safe enough for you and everyone to feel comfortable sharing some of the stuff y'all do. You definitely deserve a listening ear without judgment, and I'm happy that I've been one of the many here to have the honor of hearing about everything- struggles and all. Same here. I always pray all of you get really good (and even better than good) things in this life. I always wanted/planned to buy gifts or something for my friends here (yes, that means you) whenever financial stuff works out for me. I have never really been able to buy much for people, and I understand giving stuff isn't the only way to show love, but it would be something that's nice to do for all my beloved people.
yuuzora @yuuzora Hmhm. Honestly giving gifts is one of the most fun ways to show love and appreciation. There's nothing quite like seeing a person use the item you gave them like it's a newly acquired treasure. ^-^ I look forward to the day I can find a way to make physical products from recycled materials so I can make artwork and send that as gifts to basically everyone who has supported me. But I'm not quite there, yet as there are options but the cut they take can be kinda steep. And there's the risk of copyrighted materials and Ai scraping to consider. I doubt this site is secure enough to host a secret santa sorta thing, but it'd be a cute idea in theory. Especially with the nightmare of shipping to various places around the volatile world.
Floral Mommy ® @wei_ying That sounds fun to do! It's sounds really creative of you. I'm not too good at making stuff with my hands XD, it never turns out right, but I'm someone that tends to have lots of good ideas for things, the execution of said stuff is where I go wrong lol. I hope you are able to do that soon enough, it'd be cool to see what you create, but just one step at a time for now.
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I'm cheering for you, Yuu-Chan! You've got this. ❤️
Also, I've been meaning to comment on your art recently. I'm no artist myself, but I do have working eyes, you've been improving lately and all your hard effort shows! I'm excited whenever I see a new pick because there's something in the pic that is better than the last, I pray you continue to get many supporters cause you deserve good things.
Looking for friends *ੈ✩‧₊˚
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Looking for friends *ੈ✩‧₊˚
yuuzora @yuuzora
Ahoy. Hope you like it here. There's a lotta scammers and bots, but the people that are here are legit for the most part. Let's be friends. I don't have time for video games these days. Were you a fan of Shojo Beat when it was still publishing?
Random Messages for Miss Wei_Ying
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Random Messages for Miss Wei_Ying
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Ahoy. Today was surprisingly quiet. I didn't have to puppy sit and the kittens have adjusted to the house. We switch between my room and sister's room to keep a kitten-free space so Miso can decompress from them. lol
Anyway, back to working on Queen Among Monsters. Sorry I didn't post anything today. I didn't get to sleep until 4am. Same sleeping issues as before. I woke up at 13:00(1pm) and I'm still tired af. But I can't go to sleep early because I have to drive little brother to work at 22:00(10pm).
