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yuuzora

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yuuzora
Nov 24, 24 at 6:28pm
What is it with *some* guys and "wanting a relationship" but not wanting to do any work for them? Like addressing their negative self-views, acquiring realistic standards for a partner, Seeing women as people and not romantic objects, etc.? It's a big problem I see everywhere and I am very curious where it all comes from? I realize I'm opening up a lot of hatred by asking this but I really want to know.
joemama711
毛球先生 @joemama711 Not sure, I see this same behavior from some of the women on here but I'm not sure if they actually want relationships. Bad communication hurts us all.
yuuzora
Nov 18, 24 at 6:02pm
I realized that I don't have any stress outlets anymore. It used to be my art, but now that it's my only way to make money, it's become a point of stress. I'm trying to get ahold of enough money to get an instrument, but I just don't make enough right now. Nor can I find a fourth job. I take care of my mother, I drive everyone around, and I do art and it still isn't enough to even pay all my bills. So that this is my constant reality, that's where the stress is coming from. If I can find a few more Patrons or start selling more things from my online store, it'll help. Until then, I'm stuck. I suck at social media but I do have a small following(824 followers) on Tweeter and about 200 on BlueSky. I'm working too hard for too little in return. Sorry for the rant. Just getting it out of my head since these thoughts are still lingering.
yuuzora
Nov 13, 24 at 10:56pm
The knee jerk reaction is to say I'm fine. But the honest truth is I'm unwell. Slowly teetering toward a mental meltdown and only keeping it together because if I don't, everyone else loses their jobs and won't be able to function without me. So, like most people, I think. How about you? Hopefully you're doing better than me?
kuharido
Ghost @kuharido left a comment for yuuzora
Nov 12, 24 at 8:08pm
Have you been feeling better? https://youtu.be/miomuSGoPzI
kuharido
Ghost @kuharido I been okay, just trucking along. Do you have any healthy outlets for your mental health?
yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora Hm... that's the problem. I usually have my art, but since it's my only job right now, it's sort of become a source of stress. So I'm desperately trying to find something else. I just don't have the resources for another instrument, otherwise that would definitely work. I can't play my erhu anymore due to my shoulders being completely fucked. So yeah... how about you? How have you been managing your stress lately?
kuharido
Ghost @kuharido My tai chi and yoga. I do standing meditation also.
yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora Nice. That sounds good. Maybe I should try taking up yoga again? I just have such pain in my joints and muscles I don't know how to do what doesn't hurt anymore. Though I still maintain flexibility, that's about it lately. Do you have any teachers or YT videos that have helped you?
kuharido
Ghost @kuharido It's a good thing to do. Tai chi is good also. I'll recommend someone in DM.
yuuzora
Dec 17, 24 at 11:04am
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yuuzora
Dec 10, 24 at 10:43am
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