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Yeah, there's a small handful of fun people. But they disappear for long periods of time. So it's pretty sad. I will say, compared to other friend finders, this one has yielded actual, long-term friendships. One I've met with IRL and the other who doesn't come on here anymore because of the bots and scammers. :(
rip MaiOtaku
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rip MaiOtaku
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I used to be on this site but stopped being online since at least several years back. I joined pre-covid era. This place is desolate and dead. I am perplexed and disappointed that this place devolved into nothing but bots. It used to be very active that I would constantly be in long threads. I barely return today to find nothing worthwhile. How tragic. I thought I'd find my old and new ones too. :(
yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
Wonderful to hear from you! I hope you extend the kindness to yourself, too!
With all the plants in the kitchen where my mother and step-father smoke, they manage to absorb a good amount of the smoke. That doesn't mean there's no risk, of course. So I I have an air purifier and a large fan in the room where they spend most of their time to reduce the risk further.
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As for the weight gain, I'm sorting out my meal plan options with my bestie tonight. She does meal prep on Saturday, so hopefully I'll be able to join her.
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Yeah... my water intake is kinda bad lately. I just get so busy I don't have time for even a sip. It doesn't help that my abusive mother rations my water to two 8-oz bottles a day. Only reason she can't ration my food is because I manage to get SNAP/EBT from the state with how low my income is right now. Even though I work four jobs right now. It's just not enough to make ends meet. lolol
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Floral Mommy ® @wei_ying
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@Yuu-Chan I hope you and the kittens lungs are okay? I also hope you are able to get to the weight you want, I saw you expand on that further with Shizuku, and even though he already said it, just to reiterate: don’t beat yourself up too much about it! Not saying it isn’t upsetting or disappointing to gain weight when you thought you lost it, it but I hope you have some compassion on yourself as you take medicine cause of sickness and the fact you work hard and do so many things everyday just to survive.
I pray that when I come on someday that you are no longer doing things to simply survive, but you are living life comfortably and healthier than you’ve ever been. ♥️ I hope you were able to build your mini greenhouse? Or at the very least, you know it will be easy to build cause it’s stuff you already have.
Make sure to keep up on your water intake! It’s hot out here and you don’t need to deal with dehydration or heatstroke. As for me, I’m staying cool indoors and drinking plenty of cold water.
@kuharido I’ve been trying to keep up on my punching, but I have no one to hit…unless you are offering my most beloved Ghost Babe?
Floral Mommy ® @wei_ying Thank you, Yuu-Chan! I'm glad the plants are able to absorb most of the smoke for you guys, and that there's extra protection just in case. As for your meal plans, I hope that goes as you planned and that you're able to join your friend! What kinds of foods are you thinking of eating? If that's okay to ask, you aren't obligated to answer that <3. In the most respectful way possible, your mother annoys and bothers me greatly. I'm sorry to hear about that...I mean, I know humans can survive at least a few days without water, but you should be able to drink it whenever you need – either way! I hope you are able to get some water soon. ❤️
yuuzora @yuuzora I haven't discussed the plans with bestie yet, but I wanted to try making homemade curry roux blocks and hand making ramen and udon noodles again. I'm usually thinking this place is pretty safe to share things, so it doesn't bother me to talk about things so openly here. On other places online, I am quiet as a church mouse. I know what awaits me the second I share a diverse opinion of any variety and I'm mentally unstable as it is. I don't need that sort of trouble.
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Yeah, my mother is one of those "Christians" who claims to love Christ but follows all these monstrous people who protect abusers over the abused. She sends money to a "prophet" that tells her the earth is flat... She's even started spouting Nazi talking points without pausing to hear herself speak. If I believed such things, I would 1000% believe the voice she claims to hear is the Devil himself and not Jesus. She knows we have nowhere go if she kicks us out. So she uses it as leverage to treat us however she wants. She's thrown hot coffee on me, sharp objects, paint thinner, etc. As a child she'd stabbed me and beat me so badly I'm pretty sure that's why my knee caps didn't develop normally. I did try being homeless before I moved back home(after the nerve disease wrecked my career), but this part of Washington State is not survivable in the winter or summer. So in all honesty, you're being much too nice to her. :(
Floral Mommy ® @wei_ying That sounds delicious! I hope you are able to make the roux blocks and noodles, cause those sound absolutely scrumptious! That is horrible, I'm sorry that you've had to live with someone like that for so long, especially as that being the 'lesser' of two evils for you. Nothing upsets and annoys me more than people who take advantage of other people's situations, that is absolutely atrocious behaviors and extremely narcissistic :(. It's sad to hear, but sadly I'm not surprised, too many people in the Church who claim to love and know Christ have failed their families and communities due to 1: traditions (harmful ones at that) or 2: twisting God's word to benefit their own wants and needs. Again, sadly it's too common nowadays, but God did say in the Bible that many would come in Christ's name but are truly not of His fold or are false teachers. I really pray you are able to escape that place soon and get somewhere safe and cozy, I often here how it can be harder to heal a sick body when you are constantly around the source of the stress. Not saying that you still wouldn't have certain problems with your body, but being around abuse and stuff isn't gonna help the healing process cause it's in constant fight or flight.
yuuzora @yuuzora Yeah, at this point I can really use the prayers. I'm working my ass off to pay my car off so I can rebuild my savings for a tiny house for me, my sister, my brother, and my step-father. I've already got floor plans drawn out. It's just a matter of finding a builder who works with our situation.
Anyway, I hope you're able to side step the fuckers that try to tear you down. I dunno what your plan is, but I believe in you and I know you'll reach success!
As for being Christian. I love the actual teachings of Christ. He seemed like a chill guy who went against the powers of the time to lift people up. Women and disabled people alike. He embodied humility, love, patience, all that good stuff that the world needs more of. In a lot of ways I wish we could just toss out a majority of Old Testament and just teach the things Jesus actually said. And Paul. Paul seemed to really understand what Jesus was trying to say. Anyway... yeah! Here's for more actually Christ-like people. <3
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yuuzora @yuuzora
Ahoy! A new post with a new goal!
Thank you to everyone who donated to Teddy's Goodbye Fund. It means the world to us to see how deeply people care. The Patreon post is free for everyone to see and I break down my next Kofi goal.
https://ko-fi.com/corutanic/goal?g=0
https://www.patreon.com/rakashael/posts/kofi-goal-update-163446973?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link
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yuuzora @yuuzora
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Ahoy. Today was surprisingly quiet. I didn't have to puppy sit and the kittens have adjusted to the house. We switch between my room and sister's room to keep a kitten-free space so Miso can decompress from them. lol
Anyway, back to working on Queen Among Monsters. Sorry I didn't post anything today. I didn't get to sleep until 4am. Same sleeping issues as before. I woke up at 13:00(1pm) and I'm still tired af. But I can't go to sleep early because I have to drive little brother to work at 22:00(10pm).
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yuuzora @yuuzora
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Ahoy. My brain is mush right now, but I still have to get to work. I'm still behind on Queen Among Monsters, I have two commissions to finish, and I have so many chores to do that even my chores have chores now. :(
I dunno how to cut it to my little brother, but making me watch Kiki for 3 days in a row is brutal. We don't have a proper yard, so I wasn't able to play with her like she needs. I had to keep her on the leash most of the time because she's not gentle with the kittens at all. We also don't have any proper chew toys for her, so I have to constantly wrestle random trash out of her mouth. :(
We did manage to figure out the plant situation. We're just hanging the toxic plants up above the kitchen sink. Since my idiot mother doesn't want 'holes in the ceiling', we found an ol' 2x4 and used that across the cabinets. I'm so tired. I've barely had water today. I hope you're drinking enough water and staying cool! I heard the heat wave that moved across Europe is heading for the US. So I hope you'll come up with some clever ways to stay cool.
