the narcissist

http://36.media.tumblr.com/3a1d0cc01b4ca75037405300c01a1177/tumblr_myhis5b4Oi1t4urfuo1_500.jpg There are some things about yourself that you just can't change, even if you want to. They form around your heart, and when you claw at it you fingers sink in like quicksand. 'Why do I hurt the one's I care about?' 'I'm sorry', you say, as you try to cover up your shame. You tell yourself you will change, but you make the same mistake again. As much as it hurts them it hurts you most. Because when the haze of steam falls away from the window, when you can finally see what pains you, you just see a reflection of yourself. You turn away and for another moment you tell yourself that you are not the same.

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http://i.imgur.com/hFQ8eak.jpg To love me or not to? Of course I do. https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/7a/c7/fd/7ac7fdbc3f02773943ffcb6683348af9.jpg To they loving me or not to? Here is the dilemma.