@verucassault Nice haha my one friend had his first one in the cave leading to the sphinx so he had it easy.

1. Do you have a sleep routine? Hell noo :( Have trouble sleeping everytime so I usually hop into my friend's calls in discord 2. How often do you sleep? Almost every night but just I sleep so so late 3. Do you remember your dreams? No not really, but if I do its usually me dying xD 4. Have you ever had a lucid nightmare? Sometimes and its a strange creature ontop of me and I couldnt move lol 5. What was the strangest dream you're willing to admit you've had? I fell from like a very tall building (my school) all because a wind blew me

I've been thinking about why all the bad stuff happens in religion. And, I found my answer. Most of the time people try to rationalize why God's do what we would consider as bad. But, a step before all the rationalizing is where the answer lies. It's quite simple. Lot's of us or at least me can't or couldn't accept the fact that God's are scary. We hinder ourselves from seeing what's in front of us by trying to rationalize away the fact that they are scary and none conforming to our standards of good and perfect. The answer to why those things happen is because they are scary. But, we never accept that fact as fact. We always go if blah is so good why did this happen. Simply to show they willed it. So, that fact is known to us. That they can cast judgment far removed from what's ideal for us. Simply because it is what they wanted. Even if it's hard for us to rationalize deserving such above us and upon us. This is the state of affairs. I think that's the lesson for me atleast. I just look at it as a count your blessings and tread lightly type of conclusion. I chose to believe in Jesus Christ personally because he cherished us. I could do without all the pain and fear but that's what makes us stronger and wiser. I like my selection when the odds of fuck your life is very high in regards to God's & humans.

https://youtu.be/gbjzXuXlZJw?si=1uXJQKdanKJfvJ02 Yes. He plays DOOM with the controller.

https://youtu.be/SS3fTTK2w9Y?si=wqCGwDpePUHl5mda Good fucking riddance