That time my Saiyan ego was bruised with the loss of a carrot. https://youtube.com/shorts/CM6PoXEBJUQ

Weed helps you rap and dance. I'm not a rapper but that shit makes you enter soul flow where you can't mess up rhyming what's on your soul because it loosens the ego protection. No wonder rappers high all the time. It helped my ex gf tattoo. Man I miss it. It was fun. Though I'd prolly tweak if I get high but 2 or 3 puffs is enough to catch a vibe without crashing out. I can prolly respect it and my limitations and have a good time if I play it by feels. I don't know why people go to space lol. It's nice to rap and come to know yourself. Also it's cool to catch a vibe and dance. I'm gonna try it again with my baby when she comes to America. She wants to try it. I tried talking her out of it. But, damn being blazed with my best friend / partner sound like a good time. I definitely could benefit from releasing some inhibitions. I hope I can still get happy high. Though I won't be rapping there's to much shit on my soul. If I do rap it will be some bullshit rap to make my baby laugh lol. People usually stop smoking cause of anxiety because the shit that's on there soul surfaces or on there heart or mind. And, people not ready to deal with that. I hope we have a good time because I really miss smoking I don't need it though it's just fun and helpful to have in the kit again. But, it's also dangerous if you don't respect it. As a narcissist because of survival mode anything labeled as threat I respect so you won't see me puffing no big clouds. Edit: Though my baby gonna be high af because she coughs even holding my vape real shit. It's so funny lmao.

@gabriel_true Day 103: I detangled my hair yesterday because my eldest sister was washing it today, and I felt guilty leaving the extremely tangled mess my hair was in up to her to do alone. My twin is the one that made me finally take care of myself and get in the shower, but our eldest sister handled washing my scalp (with her own hair products btw, and now my hair smells like pineapple) and doing the rest of the detangling. I was expecting her to just wash it for me, but she even trimmed it and then blow dried it after I got out of the shower – that's why the curls look especially pretty today! I truly thank God for my sisters, because they made sure I had a mini spa day. They even used a very fluffy towel to prop my head up on when she washed my hair in the sink. It felt very nice and I am grateful they love me very much. And when she finished, she told me that I'll always be beautiful. Today was a very good day. - I Hope God Blesses My Sisters With Something Special: Wei_Ying

My Hero Academia Abridged. It is so cringe, but perfect. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AJHVYLKUrTw&pp=ygUZbXkgaGVybyBhY2FkZW1pYSBhYnJpZGdlZA%3D%3D

Fancied a small slice of melted cheese tbh.

Tonight my nervous system updated. I'm always in terror that my lack of emotions will be seen and judged. And, I'm just like how come my baby can't see the terror on my face. But, what she sees is consistency, care, presence, effort. Tonight I understood she really loves me and would never hurt me I felt safe enough to breakdown I didn't but I wanted to I just shed a few tears told her it's hard I'm trying my best to love you. She made the horror go away because she already accepted me. My nervous system updated because for the first time I felt seen but still loved. My nervous system learned I can be seen and not destroyed. I experienced being held without being judged. I can't keep bracing with horror with thoughts of being destroyed I'm safe and deeply loved. Maybe I can relax more now I have a memory of acceptance to ward off the horror.

I'm new hear and i'm just looking for some friends that also likes anime and if I could be so lucky I would like to find a girlfriend also