Vent

When I go to a website and finally find that goddam autoplay video on max volume http://i.imgur.com/53MbRR3.gif

@solid_snake95 Hang in there. My relationship with my mother dramatically improved when I moved out. I was the brunt of all her frustrations and the quarantine style of living is not the best or the healthiest with people. Maybe you're mom is a shut in like mine was, a homebody. Doesn't have anyone else to socialize with. But when you're not there to take the hits, then there's no problem. Just take some deep breaths and know this isn't your eternity. You will get through it and things will get better.

@verucassault Thank you and she is back to normal again. This is rare for her to do this but she gets a breakdown at times.

@solid_snake95 @verucassault You two are not alone. Family issues are quite complex sometimes. My father's been brutal all his life, especially after he came back from Vietnam War. He caused my mother to divorce him to avoid making me and my big brother brutal like him after he did the same to my big sister. Although my mother is more acceptable to people around my area, my father is a much harder worker. He prefers to be stingy, but me and my mother don't. My mother does have hormone issues, but she loves no matter what. I'm more of a shut-in than her. She dislikes when my conversations go into rabbit holes. Sometimes she adores me and gets confident too much. But for my stepmother, she earns more money than my biological parents, but pisses me, my mother and big sister off. She smokes every hour and prefers science over religion. My mother is the other way. Nowadays, even as an independent home owner myself, I still feel like my father and stepmother are treating me like animals with shock collars and leash on. Now I must tolerate them enough to let me be fully independent.

as i was reading this my mom calls and she will be back soon from california. she lives close to me, maybe some day ill have a good place to move or ill die. got to look at the bright side. no pun intended.

conservatives:DEAMONRATS ARE ALL A BUNCH OF PEDOPHILES! THEYR THE PARTY OF PEDOPHILES! also conservatives: wer starting a board to look at the genitals of childrens so no twans baddies play on the wrong sports teams uwu you fucking people make me sick

Something is up with me and I don't know what it is. The last two weeks I have slowly been unable to do even basic functions to life. It came to a head last night when I couldn't properly finish an arms workout. I got half way through and I just couldn't do it. This is my body and it will do as I command, and I command it to lift. My body is refusing orders and I don't want to end up the 300lb failure I was years ago.