Random thoughts...

Thank you guys I appreciate the positive reinforcement. It's hard breaking this but I'm doing better than the day before and that's what matters.

I have some free time for once and it feels weird, it's too early to sleep, I'm full yet I want boneless wings and nothing's going on. I'm either busy or distracted by entertainment online, it's a weird cycle.

I'm freaking out this streamer I'm watching played this exact game yesterday but today his stream says first playthrough and he is acting like this his first time seeing this shit. I'm tripping giga balls. Wtf happen to the time line. Kidding seriously though wtf is going on. Maybe I watched someone else play it and my mind just mixed em up. But, he say things like I forgot. Is he just acting like he don't know the game to farm content?

@rtae86 Me too. That's why introverts exist. Other reasons are pandemics, disorders, society armed and dangerous, etc., etc., etc..

"No amount of good is worth how terrible this feels." A quote that has been crossing my mind for a while now

I want to wear my old scifi coat that's been sitting in the closet for years, however the last time I wore it publicly I had people calling me Mr. Halloween. That and people get funny about anyone wearing a long coat these days. *sigh* Why do people always have to make the things I like synonymous with stupidity I tell ya?

Just got off the phone with my friend in Florida and I gotta check with everyone from every other state, why is everything so dramatic over there?!? She was saying a bunch of small shit happened then somehow it escalated to major shit. Is Texas and the rest of the states on the decision of "everyone minds their business" and "it is what it is" attitude? Or is Texas alone on that?? Never seen more crazy shit until Florida is involved. Genuine question. Also over there 5'8 guys are "short" in their eyes??? Brother. Here 5'8 is the norm. I just am so confused on their standards and why everything bizarre is just everyday shit to them. "Local Florida man caught nude humping an alligator" level shit.