SnakeePoo

Raidou wanted to say something to you earlier, but a certain cat got their tongue. - You are correct to feel the way you do. Even if people around you don't appear to understand or care. No one can know the life you are living better than yourself. - I won't say time changes us that much. I think many humans stay close to their same selves throughout life. This isn't a negative statement, but a matter of fact. Your unique attitude is yours alone, so own it. Don't throw it away for anyone not even yourself. - As for financial troubles. I will assume the worst case scenario. Taking care of your mother alone is difficult. Not just trying to make ends meet, but to keep her happy too. More than likely she may feel guilt as well having heavily relied on her son to survive. The emotional strain is what weighs us down the most when faced with challenges. It prevents us from believing there is any hope of accomplishment. - Moving forward is admirable. I give you credit for coming this far in your life. Being where you are now is not something everyone can do. A janitor may seem useless, but stop to consider what we take for granted. With no one to clean or provide us with basic necessities, how many more well-to-do people would be up 'shit creek' right now? - You are doing something many fail to do themselves and that's looking after their basic needs. Basic is basic, however it's the little things that kills us in the end. - Never think less of one who carried many upon their backs. Use the strength within you to lift up not just the world, but yourself. - You will always be a man to your mother and despite this world's standards, there is always someone who can recognize you as good enough! - We hope this lends peace of mind. Raidou crossed paths with another recently who shares the pain of being challenged by his family's struggles. That man felt like the last 12 years of his life might have passed him by because of them constantly relying on his money and emotional support. At times it drove him mad. He never hated his family. He knew where they were coming from. Still, it is difficult to live with others constantly dependent on oneself. - So the man worked hard. He kept his ear low to the ground to find better work where he could. Sometimes the man worked 2 jobs to make ends meet. Eventually he found a middle ground with his parents and his own needs. - Whatever you believe is the best path in your life, just have confidence that you can see this through, friend! - Raidou and I give you our blessings.

Anytime I vent relationship trouble or loneliness issues please take into account I am already focusing on my own life and something may have recently happened where I get hurt deep down making me question my self worth as a human being since I am skipped over so much or judged by them by their past standards.

Imagine being the president in a time where Jewish people are being beat in the streets by people just for being Jewish backing Israel. Biden not even saying publicly, "stop beating Jewish people to death"

Me: just chilling on the plane waiting for you guys to pick a spot Carlos and snake: https://youtu.be/3S9pTTk2Uzo