I've never been in a relationship.
I hate being single now for so long. People say I take the freedom for granted but imagine not being loved by anyone.
It always feels bad when you feel alone. However, heart ache hurts SO much more. In all honesty, I'd rather learn to be happy being single, but I suppose I'm weak. I will say this, I do not HATE being single.
Now you are a normal person with a normal job and life. I am a poor person who is a janitor that cleans up human shit all the time. There is a difference.
You in school or anything?
College but that's paused thanks to corona ruining my life. Tried online schooling and my grades tanked two semesters worth. I owe $3K to the university. I am not a popular guy either. I would think someone would find me attractive but just get treated as a joke most of the time. The rest of the time I am home trying to rest.
Well I'm sorry to hear that, being popular is overrated anyways. I'd take a small group of people I like and can trust or a lot of people liking me. Have you tried to find another job possibly?
Nope I have to work this job to take care of my mom and need the money for all the bills and rent
So I guess no other jobs that pay the same then huh.
Not unless I have a degree or tits to use my body to get money from men with power to move me to LA like some women I knew in Highschool. Sluts..just wanted my life to mean more than what it actually is. I try to help so many people but I'm just that janitor guy who cleans up shit. No woman wants a man like me. They want security.