neeto

So yeah, came back. Been a couple weeks now I guess. not really sure why. Old habits die hard I guess? or maybe clinging to false hope. Left for some pretty easy to guess reasons, but obviously that didn't work out too well... So I guess I crawled my way back yet again, but... I don't really know why anymore, sure don't feel much like trying that stuff again. The emotional tug of wars with fickle people who have on top of the bulling and harassment in the forums just makes the whole process really unappealing. Besides, feels like my last shot was just that, my last shot/chance, it was a bust and I don't know if I have it in me to start all over again. That's why I really wanted to make sure I found the right person before getting invested. I wanted to think I did, but maybe I was just kidding myself. I swear this is a game that only seems to get worse and harder the more you play it, and it doesn't help when all the players only add to how miserable the experience is. So where does that even leave a person? Maybe I should just give up for good?

Went to a family fun center type of place while in Arizona recently. Was surprised to see such a place was still open. figured all theme parks and anything similar would still be closed.

This election was the first time I decided to vote. Wasn't a particular bad experience, not sure what the big deal is. Only issue was with my mom who wanted to vote too but needed help with everything, and started getting frustrated and impatient by the end. The staff workers kept thanking me for helping her.

It's good you think that way. Finding someone your compatible with is better than just picking someone just because you feel lonely or desperate. Those people in the end will have major problems if things between then get more serious. I think people choose with their emotions more than their brain but then complain when things go sour when they should of seen if they are truly compatible. Its the smart and mature way of doing it.

I read that the same company owns alot of the dating type websites are actively trying to make money using tavtics. They have bots that like you or act like there talking to you but there not real people to convince you to buy their premium service. I read where one guy had no messages even with the premium service he paid for and then after it ran out/cancelled put of nowhere he got like 30 messages but couldn't see them without paying again. And when he did they were all im fact bots.