I'm back I'm bored. This seems interesting. I find it strange people want relief from a world on fire. They don't want to see the smoke. They just want to ignore it. Though people don't talk to me here so I don't get to see how real humans with emotions operate I learned from my gf. Humans can't handle the influx of all the negative information available. My gf asked me about the espstein files and then got mad because she realized she has to much on her plate to think about that. I didn't tell her anything because I know it's to much for her. I only want to keep her happy. Let me worry about the darkness. I'm built for it. I just let her back out of her own question. The voices will have me think I'm a computer because this world is obsessed with it. I don't see why they so obsessed with them humans have everything they need to be smart but they don't believe in there selfs. I guess not having alot of emotions allows me to process information in a different way and not get tired of the influx of negative information. I don't care where and when humans present there information I'm always ready to process it to see if it's good or bad. I wish the world would unravel more where all the bad things are talked about everywhere by many different people so people can stop turning the other way. I'm super serious I find processing the abundance of negative information fun so I can figure out what type of positive this world need. Free information about how someone feels about the political landscape during some sports to be real I don't watch sports except UFC but if I can have my mind snuck into at it's max of attention with a political view that's nice I didn't even have to work for it with my attention. I can just add it to my collection building my intelligence. I don't really care if it was a bad political view I'm always looking for what can complete the puzzle and cause a brain blast of understanding what we need. Though I want to protect my gf just like you. She hates politics to. Shame we are selfish creatures we protect each other from the world when we should be looking at it and focusing but it is what it is. We pretend we have time to be idle. But, it's ok I understand that people with emotions have there limits. I don't have a limit so I'll keep putting in work researching everyone darkness and opinions until I'm useful for this world. I wanna be useful during the time we get serious if a time ever come. Though politics is meant to divide us so it's cool to see people not wanting to pay attention. I only pay attention a little bit to find ways to free others and understand others better. I'm a bomb waiting to go off at the right time.

@gabriel_true Day 117: I had a dizzy spell today cause of hunger, but may the LORD strengthen our bodies over here. I think it's been...three, maybe four, days since the family has eaten, but I'm trying to stay positive. It's weird though...a piece of me truly does feel at peace despite the circumstances right now, but another part is trying to let doubt creep in, so I'm really trying to just trust in God and whatever He's doing...even though I feel at times I'm really bad at it. I'm happy our baby brother is eating tonight though, he still has some money and a neighbor also fed him burgers. Anyways, it's almost Saturday though! I'm so excited for our baby brother to start his Birthday advent calendar. I can't wait to see what gifts he got ^-^! - Is Not Life More Than Food? (Even Though It's Really Delicious): Wei-Wei

I'm going be driving about 8 hours tomorrow for Katsucon, it's gonna be a long day. It does and doesn't surprise me that there's always concurrent cons and such. Really have to pick and choose sometimes.

I'm leaving this site it's boring here. Wake me up when humans aren't scared to unravel and we can all catch a mean speed boost off each other. I need to be around other fighters of darkness so I can evolve. But, humanity barely disinterested with the mundane. Guess I'll just journal until humans get serious.

@poisonivy92 Have you ever been called this overused buzzword? A coworker who smokes, drinks and committed fornication called me that when I said, "I'm autistic!", because I'm nothing like his "five-year old cousin". Family and friends disagree with him. My most loyal uncle told me quote, "Although you have narcissistic traits, none of them are toxic." Stepmother called me "narcissistic" but denies that I am a "narcissist". Mother called me "Hitler", but apologized. Not everyone is against us. But bad people exist whether neurodivergent or not. "Covert" is "cynical jerk" and "Overt" or "Grandiose" is "elitist bastard". But let us all readers remember... https://i.imgur.com/BQcdVQW.jpeg https://i.imgur.com/sqwQz9I.jpeg https://i.imgur.com/FugmENy.jpeg