Not having an ideal end to the first month of 2026. Just went to the doctor and looks like I have a broken big toe. They said it doesn't look crippling and should recover, but I'm gonna have to stay in this thing for a while.

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I personally dislike AI being used. I think instead of making things "easier" for them (which usually isn't the case with these certain things truly, it's their workplace overworking them so they don't have proper time to animate), they should actually just treat their workers like actual human beings so they have the proper time to draw/animate their stuff. But, as most big businesses are very greedy...I don't think that'll happen anytime soon or very easily.

https://youtube.com/shorts/dvyAY6heDsE?si=UlP6sQkaT93HmQed Diabolical

@gabriel_true Day 105: My other two packages arrived today, Gabby! (Sent from the kind person I talked about yesterday) I have soups!! I really love soup, especially beef flavor (which they are), and it arrived just in time because it's been freezing lately, so when I get cold I can heat up a soup to keep warm for a bit. I also received chocolates and gummy bears, which is very nice because it's been awhile since I've had chocolate or anything chewy (I love chewy candies). - I Hope You Are Eating Soups During This Weather: We Go Wei Back

https://youtu.be/-h5YR3vM_fE?si=SbZKIyL9G50f76sX https://youtu.be/aZM-f4vg1E0?si=5K4hyRGzD_WjoyKZ

This Blockout soundtrack is underrated. The title demo theme makes a great song to sleep with. Round 2 is probably my favorite song in this soundtrack. https://youtu.be/H8sYg-4lBG8?si=khFy70nWJtn_nPxw

Hello! I hope to put myself out more often, and maybe find friends who have the same interests as me. It'd be nice to find cosplay buddies too!

My gf smile is slowly bringing me to life. The horror of being seen as inadequate, imperfect, and undesirable is leaving my nervous system or mind. The more time I spend with her the less I worry and the more happier I become because I'm not bracing myself. She says I'm fun when I find myself boring. She says I'm caring when I don't have empathy. She says deep down I know you care about me. When I'm worrying if my care is even worth acknowledging. A mirror that only shows flaws is a lie. I got to see her views of me and that matters because she's someone who loves me. The mirror I use has no love for me only disdain. It only shows flaws. With her views of me I'm starting to forget that haunting mirror even existed. Must be because there's a fuller image I can now view. She makes my life fuller and I believe her when she says I do the same for her. I'm beginning to trust what she says about me and accept a fuller image. I see her beautiful loving smile and it horrifys me that once she knows me it will fade. But, she does know me and still chooses to smile at me. The horror that says your unlovable was throughly blown away by her love. I had decided on my own that I'm unlovable. And, that haunted me. But, my gf said who decided that lol. She is proof that my fears are just fears not reality. I'm also finding it easier to be close to her. My nervous system is getting use to it. And, even seeking and enjoying it. Though I still get over stimulated but it's lessening.