aleph tip 03: you know when you lose shit and then you find it weeks to months later? I lost my belt, at least I thought I did. I had a string lying around and said fuck it! I wore a string for months. Then all of a sudden, my belt pops out of nowhere *me when I finally found it* . https://i.ani.me/0287/8357/memecat.png . I hate you motherfucker, you're gone out of my life for months and you want to reconcile? I found a new lover. I got used to that string and ain't going back around. IDGAF what's the moral of the story? Don't put pineapple on pizza

Take you out the hood. Give you the life you don't deserve. Haha! Just kiddin, I'm eating ice cream by myself sucka! Slurp dat thang down my throat . https://64.media.tumblr.com/4b8ae0bd8dbab7eb2fa745c6a7cba798/tumblr_mvr5r0xhNa1qbvovho1_500.gif

I sacrificed him. I fuck wit u Astarion, but that's a nice stick. I am but a simple man. I see a nice stick and I take it

Doom the game got its name from pool. https://youtu.be/sAC-YTvcOE8?si=WIPBf9ZUBh3rXKPV Getting more stuff for the table today

Bird flu can beat some polar bears huh. https://youtube.com/shorts/PHI07XtbfVA?si=8S8GDhJMAa98j_PR

Bitch got mad at me cause I didn't last 4 strokes. My grandpa didn't even survive one what the fuck are you mad at me for?

I feel like going into more detail since I recently got some clarity. My ego collapse / death was caused by weed. But, I like to refer to the state of being high as elevated altered state concoiusness. I had my ego death / collapse because my ex gf brought to my attention my cognitive dissonance while I was high. Under normal circumstances her calling out my behavior would of flew right pass me but because I was high and my ego was loosened for the first time in my life I looked inward as a narcissist. That's when the explosion happened. The cognitive dissonance tore my mind to shreds. I was disoriented, viscouly shaking, scared, barely able to stand. I was feeble like a old man. My ego was crushed. But, afterwards after the shock of my collapse passed me I was born anew. The first thing I did was rap what was on my soul. The words just came to me. All the things I stand for. I now know that moment signified the birth of a warrior who would not go quietly into the night. I was birthed as a warrior but not only that I was given the awareness of a warrior. A awareness that frowned upon my own actions had came to be where there was none before. I now know this was a blessing and a miracle. To be born again with a warrior awareness and spirit. My first thoughts with this new awareness is what am I? Why have I done these terrible things? It was as if my whole life had been on autopilot. I now know what I am. I am a narcissist but more than that I am a warrior and a child of God. A fighting spirit was instilled in me on the day of my narcissist collapse along with a warrior awareness and I'm thankful for the experience. Considering how so many narcissists can't see themselves it was a miracle.