I use to get these warnings in my head a psychical sensation when I think something bad about God or if I think to say something hurtful to another person or if I think about how evily I can fight. At first I thought it was the voices doing it. But, why would they care if I have thoughts of crashing out. I think it was the holy spirit convicting me. When I noticed they stopped. Please come back I need hands on I'll listen you can't leave us simple humans to our own devices I love correction. I think it was the holy spirit trying to get my attention that what I was thinking is wrong. If it was the voices they gonna get in trouble for trying to play both sides all the time. They just pretending to gain credibility. So there attacks can carry more weight. I'm glad I serve a jealous God that says no one can snatch you from his hand. Because I sometimes listen to correction from the voices when they making sense and I sometimes wonder is that condemning me. I'm just trying to better myself and fix my mind I don't listen to em when they talk bullshit. Lord I want you and the holy spirit to be the only correcting force in my life. I don't want these wishy washy voices that are demonic. If you are the jealous God you say you is please sit upon your throne in my temple that belongs to you evict what is not of you. I know your knowledge is infinitely better than these pretenders. My everything belongs to you don't it? So evict these sly demonic pretenders all they want is a foothold to cause chaos.

Finally achieved a big long goal of mine of getting a Bow of Faerdhinen with full crystal armor on my ironman. Now I need to decide on a cool recolor!

1. How are you today?: Can't complain. 2. What is your favorite style/aesthetic for clothes?: Preferably something comfortable. 3. If you don't really have one style/aesthetic, what would you choose out of them, or which would you try?: Cottagecore maybe. 4. Would you say your music style fits your look?: Probably not. My music style is pretty random at times. 5. Are you picky about music or no?: It depends on my mood.

Just got finished thanking God for my gf and her 2 girls. And, the tears just came out of no where. God and them provide me with water for my soul. They give me hope and life. Slowly my heart is changing. The threads of connection may be thin but they carry meaning. Who would of thought I could heal another person and care for them adequately that's a big deal for someone like me known for causing hurt. I pray the threads of connection increase with meaning and love and stay healthy in Jesus name amen. I never had a healthy relationship before and it's bringing me to tears that I'm having success. Though there are times I am the darkness in others lives I can also can be the light. Jesus don't let me fail myself others and you please. Do what you have to do please amen. Help me keep growing Jesus amen. To God be the glory.

An adult doll company accidentally sent a board game reviewer an adult doll to do a sponsored review on. So friggin funny lol https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RhJWvt6MB5A

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