My gf likes to give me kisses and hugs for long periods of time. We had to talk after I asked AI what should I do if I have dark thoughts and my nervous system gets over stimulated and I want to escape from prolonged closeness. AI said I shouldn't self violate and endure it for her happiness. AI said I should talk to her. So I did. I just told her I'm still learning how to recieve love so shorter durations of closeness won't overwhelm me. And, that I love all the affection she gives and that she did nothing wrong all she's doing is giving me unconditional love. It's my fault my system can't recieve it. I told her she doesn't have to hold back loving me because she said she just misses me and loves me and wants to cherish our time and me and not have any regrets so I told her it's fine just give me a break once in a while so my nervous system can process and reset and get use to closeness. She was happy I told her how I feel. Seeing her cry from how much she loves me touched me so I can remember this closeness doesn't want to hurt me it's only love.

Even two video game BGMs can go well together... https://youtu.be/mK9YEiLL2YQ?si=IKbb2sEDeTGv8OVC

(1:10 PM Sat.) Good afternoon everyone! I already had a fairly interesting start to my day as when I checked a post I made online, there was some dude in the comments asking if I'd be his sugar baby lol. I just deleted the comment so no one but me would be the one to see it, cause if anyone I know online saw it, they'd practically set up a witch trial and burn that man alive. Other than that, it's a slow start, so I can't really complain too much. Oh! And my dad's surgery went well yesterday, he's back home and resting (as much as he can cause he keeps trying to move around). I was playing a game yesterday while my baby brother was watching (Heartopia, it's a cute game!) And in the game I have a pet Siamese cat named Clawdio (genius, I know!) and Clawdio's personality is slow and aloof...which that definitely fits. When I entered into the game, this cat SOMEHOW managed to climb onto the roof of my house (mind you that there is NO WAY for him to get up there as there's nothing for him to jump/climb on around the house, not even a tree) and was stuck up there for TWO days! Everytime I logged back in I would frantically shout Clawdio's name as if he could hear me, while also seeing if there was an unstuck button (spoiler: there wasn't). So, him being stuck up there caused his hunger levels to decrease to 1%, and the only way I could get this aloof kitty down was to destroy the roof of my house with the building option (don't know why I didn't think of that a few days ago). So now I have no roof to my home...but at least my cat is back and well fed again XD.

Man, I still have those songs I wrote and I'm really happy with them, but I just have such AI fatigue of hearing half-assed AI slop on youtube. I can now make short animated 2d AI gens which could add some flair to my songs but it would be my worst nightmare to release some AI slop. Even with the paid annual subcription I have for video gens it's probably going to take me at least 2 months to save up the credits to make enough animations for a single song. Someday, though.

@gabriel_true Day 100: Happy 100th day of posting, Gabby! Nothing much happened today, just watched over our grandma today because our dad had to go get a surgery done. But, I didn't get to watch her long because she woke up around the time our parents came home from the hospital XD, but, luckily I was able to get her out of bed, in the bathroom and dressed before our mom came home to have to worry about it herself. - I Hope You Are Doing Well: Ying-Ying

Already confirmed I am going back to Ocala Comic Con the 4th year in a row. They just confirmed the OG pink ranger and the voice of Franky in One Piece. Perfect time to get my Sanji fire leg project done since I also have a huge Franky figure to be signed. Already bought my fabric glue and LED strips. Can't wait to see who else will be there.

I like using pills. Especially spiagra sildenfil 100mg. Finally made my baby tap out I got into a flow state because I didn't have to worry about focusing on keeping it hard. Woman be wanting you to do everything while also keeping it hard. For the first time I enjoyed making love and got to focus on my baby and felt relaxed enough and mind free enough to enjoy the moment and get riled up. It's like a flip just switch i didn't have to focus I looked at my baby happy face and i had time to be happy and enjoy the moment. I found a groove she couldn't take and I was getting ready to follow through because that Thang was knocking soon as I was knocking she tapped out lol. I win lol. Now you look stupid asking for all the dick. Should of seen the smile on my face yeah I got you woman. She got that w.a.p. so I thought she wouldn't be defeated but she's sleep lol. Edit: Prolly to much information but men get old and sometimes men have trouble performing so I'm trying to tell it like it is. Also we adults here kids look away why does this thread exist if we can't talk about this stuff. I know niggas beat the shit out of they dick so just a notice if you took yourself out the game. Edit: They lied that pill last for more than 6 hours I'm good for the morning damn.

Guy I helped a while back requested 200$ from me on cash app says he's starving I feel bad. Cash app and Venmo don't work outside the country. I hope someone helps him. He feels like God has given up on him. But, God has a plan for even him.