What's the hardest part about dating YOU?

I could have sworn I posted on this thread once, but I guess not. Ah well, lets get into it. Here's 10 things that make me hard to date. 10: Unwise with money: I'm normally able to save for long periods of time without any sort of temptation, but every once in a while I see that thing I just have to have, and then the impulse spending starts. http://images7.memedroid.com/images/UPLOADED723/5d920fc6001e6.jpeg 9: Ace as Fuck: I'm demisexual, though tend to label myself as fully asexual just so I don't have to explain myself. I develop sexual attraction a lot more slowly than most people, and no, this doesn't mean I can only have sex if I'm in a relationship, but rather that I really have to get a feel for who someone is first. It could take me weeks, it could take me years. Depends on how strong the connection is. Again, easier to just say "I'm asexual". 8: Introverted: I'm an introvert, so I tend to keep a lot locked in. I don't regard myself as shy, and will respond if asked about stuff, but if you're the type who tends to worry about what your partner is thinking to the point where it causes some anxiety? I don't spend time with people I don't like, so chill. Another problem I tend to run into is, I am quite sensitive, and tend to do my healing alone. So if I have personal emotional needs that aren't being met, I don't always notice. 7: Lives with a parent: I currently live with my dad, because he needs a roommate. A real deal breaker for some people, but right now, it's the only economically feasible option for both of us. 6: Spooky Stuff: So my brother and I have always been rather sensitive to spiritual stuff. And I do tend to take it seriously. Often encouraging agnostic skepticism until you've been around me enough to verify the world I live in. Currently as of early 2021, I lost my twin brother to brain cancer, so you have that on your plate. And as if that wasn't bad enough, he's been haunting the house. So if Ghosts are inherently scary for you, then the fact that I honestly think his haunting antics are hilarious so far should be a red flag. I live in a world where things of that nature are considered normal. And no, its not that I'm projecting him in the emptiness of my house because I miss him, he literally has made it rather blunt that he will be making occasional visits to fuck with me, but only if its funny. Right now, he's made a habit of waking me up in the middle of the night by walking up and down the basement stairs, causing me to grab a sword and try to find the intruder, only to find no one. Or looming me over the middle of the night and attempting to possess me. I get the feeling that he doesn't know how to do that stuff yet. Another thing he likes to do is rearrange the stuffed animals and setting them at the foot of my bed. 5: Possibly not sane: Oh yeah, I happen to be a stuffed animal hoarder. Lots of people in my family are like that, so I kinda have normalized it. My dad and I, completely self aware of how cringe it is, will pick up stuffed animals and talk through them. Each stuffed animal has a personality behind it, and more lore than two grown adults should ever be justified putting into them, but if you happen to think we're loosing our minds, we won't argue. For us, it's fun. Our sense of humor has some very meta layers to it. 4: Impoverished: I'm broke as hell, right now, because I spent the whole of 2020 taking care of my brother, while the city of lancaster played games to keep me from getting unemployment, but thankfully with my brother being dead, I could get a job! Hey, I'll be recovering from that for some time, so at least allow me that bit of solace. 3: Nerd: I am a huge nerd in that traditional sense where if you get my obsessions wrong, I will try to over explain them. Certain things, like over sized weapons in anime and fantasy games kind of set me off, because if you take time to look at things like why weapons are designed the way they are, then it gets really hard to suspend my disbelief. Most times it's fine. But even if a piece of fiction gets it right, I still get rather passionate about it and forget to keep a lid on things. 2: Man-child: I am a complete and utter man-child. I LARP, I play real life games like HVZ, And when I go to anime conventions, I don't do the thing you probably want to do, because I like to run around as my D&D character with a quest journal, and do random quests for people. Dating me entails you will have to get used to finding nerf darts, and medieval costuming in the strangest of places. 1: ADHD: Its gotten worse over the years, but basically I have a finite amount of attention I can allocate at a time. This is because my brain processes information a lot faster than a normal human, and because I'm of common levels of intellect, my mind tends to short out when I multitask or try to read technical writing. I suffer from short term memory problems, have great difficulty taking an initiative, even on the things I WANT to do, and my meds cause me to want to hyper focus on stuff to a point where I kind of block out everything else. I don't notice the passage of time as much when I'm really into it.

Difficulty jumping in the bandwagon of most popular trends and other things (but not all of them) due to chances of facing gatekeepers, disapproval of family/friends or simply because I dislike them.

Cannot stand this style( ; ＿ ; ) https://youtu.be/xhHxN4TFLPw

The hardest part about dating me is that I need constant reassurance, validation, lots of physical affection and I get sad and sometimes mad very easlily. That´s because too many things trigger me. And I guess I´ve been neglected too much in my life before. So I ended up being afraid of being left by someone I love.

I screenshot typical posts in this thread, translate and use the pictures as examples when I discuss some deep topics with local friends..