Holly Mommy ®

I know. It's so sad and disgusting the things the world is doing-but because it's the topic, especially what Hollywood and the elite have been able to get away with. I also hate when people try and use "but they new what they were getting themselves into" and I'm not saying that that isn't ever true. But let's be real, a lot of these young people and women were most likely targeting younger and they prey on the fact they are desperate to be something in life. Not to mention some of them might sleep have contracts...which in a sense (with the way Hollywood contracts especially work) it's more like they are slaves, so of course they said yes. They are literally afraid to say no in fear for their safety, not to mention they sometimes are just straight up pimped out by parents (like in the case of Kylie Jenner).

Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV), 11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Matthew 7:7-8 (NIV), 7 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8 For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened." You are so very brave and strong for the things you have been through, and I'm glad you are trying Jesus, that is all he desires is that you try. And with having to do with those demonic voices telling you you aren't enough or are too evil, I personally am telling you, that they are liars. After all John 8:44 (NIV) says: "44 You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies." And while Jesus was talking to physical people, that verse applies to your situation with these evil voices. Satan and his cohorts are trying to bring you down by telling you that you are too evil for Christ and Christianity, but I encourage you by saying it is not the healthy Jesus came for, but he came for the sick. You are doing the right thing by wanting to try, and I implore you to search and keep searching for THE truth but to always pray and ask God to send information your way so you aren't deceived by new age teachings of the world. But you aren't too dirty, too evil, too narcissistic for God and his Son to handle, keep trusting in Jesus and he will heal you just as he did the lame, the blind, the deaf, the paralyzed and the demonically possessed. You may be going through a trial right now, but I hope this Bible verse can encourage you some more. 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 says, 9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." Jesus went through it all so that when you lean on him you have all that you need, "his yolk is easy and his burden is light", and that is because the chastisement of our peace was upon him. So, it may be difficult, but rejoice and continue to praise and search when those voices tell you otherwise, because they are just trying to get you to give up on the real truth which is Jesus Christ. God bless you in Jesus name ❤️

On a website called Lima Beads there is. My sister participates every year for a chance to win the grand prize of a $200 gift card for the website. She has a small business making jewelry and stuffed toys, so every year I try and help her find the eggs. We got way closer this year with 279 eggs...but we can't find the other 21 eggs :(. Next year we'll figure it out ^^