@willworkforisekai Again, it's truly no problem at all. I understand your passion to speak up about the truth, but sometimes a slow tongue (to speak) is sharper than a quickened one ^-^. I'm basically just saying remember to have some temperance and patience with these topics, and knowing when to be more openly passionate when talking to some people (cause sometimes one's enthusiasm CAN lead people to truly thinking about what you said) vs knowing when to remain quiet or even just being that listening ear (because sometimes others simply want to be heard, not necessarily be responded to). But, I truly do understand your passion. I can get a bit fire spirited too, especially when hearing about constant injustices taking place, but that's exactly why I try to balance the content I consume or topics I speak about...because sometimes-even if unknowingly-consistently talking about how evil people can be or how cruel the world is CAN have a negative impact on the way you look at everyone around you, as well as the world as a whole. Again, this is not me saying your passion is wrong, I personally think it can be very admirable how you don't want to see anyone slip up so badly. But, do try to remember balance is key and sometimes giving yourself a break to properly discern certain topics IS perfectly fine, it doesn't make you weak to need a break nor uncaring if you put a pause on research. In fact, I often say the best masterpieces (shows, writing, art, speeches, etc.) usually take the most time, but it's to truly give yourself the space to think deeply on what even your own opinions are.

@gabriel_true Day 117: I had a dizzy spell today cause of hunger, but may the LORD strengthen our bodies over here. I think it's been...three, maybe four, days since the family has eaten, but I'm trying to stay positive. It's weird though...a piece of me truly does feel at peace despite the circumstances right now, but another part is trying to let doubt creep in, so I'm really trying to just trust in God and whatever He's doing...even though I feel at times I'm really bad at it. I'm happy our baby brother is eating tonight though, he still has some money and a neighbor also fed him burgers. Anyways, it's almost Saturday though! I'm so excited for our baby brother to start his Birthday advent calendar. I can't wait to see what gifts he got ^-^! - Is Not Life More Than Food? (Even Though It's Really Delicious): Wei-Wei

I'm going be driving about 8 hours tomorrow for Katsucon, it's gonna be a long day. It does and doesn't surprise me that there's always concurrent cons and such. Really have to pick and choose sometimes.