Lol man the voices trying to blind me so hard bruh. I Just discovered one of the voices / demons biggest tactics. When I'm scared they say no one cares that you are scared to make me think Jesus doesn't care. But, I know the truth... 1 Peter 5:7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. This is the proof I been looking for to stave off the voices. The voices try to cause anxiety Jesus takes it away. They want me to be anxious about my salvation and if jesus actually cares about a narcissist. I gottem now. Take this L I can see. Anyway, I have trouble believing that Jesus cares about us narcissist but I been currently dancing saying thorn in my flesh God is the best. Because I see the thorn as Jesus keeping me close to him. Paul had it because he was getting conceited. And, schizophrenia my thorn has helped me not be conceited. Before schizophrenia my ego was out of this world. Anyway, his grace is sufficient for me even though I pray for the thorn to be removed. Anyway, his power is made perfect in weakness. The thorn causes me to depend on him. And, I learned more about Jesus today than I would have if I didn't have the thorn.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHfJHlkwkLM they just released this for the daughter character that's going to be released soon. Very surprised to see something this sad as it's a big departure from the other characters.

I'm beginning to see why some early complaints of Re:Zero is that it gets caught in endless loops of "character development." I mean I get what the writers were going for, however season 2's begining half was admittedly irritating as I felt Subaru relapsed some of the lessons he learned in season 1. Now in season 4 we're back in the trap of endless stalled character growth. Yeah I know it's building up to a grander reveal in part two of season 4, however it's gonna take a hot minute to get there and my patience for these types of scenarios is next to non-existent no matter how much I enjoy the characters overall.

I should try prepping chickpea salads for breaky, it would be nice and cheaper then protein bars n shit. Waking up early and eating just feels weird to me.

Classroom of the Elite 4th Season You and I Are Polar Opposites Killed Again, Mr. Detective. I Made Friends with the Second Prettiest Girl in My Class Marriagetoxin Gals Can't be Kind to Otaku!?

So I had some fun alligator incidents lately. One night I drive home in the evening in my Zelda cart during the rain. Suddenly in my neighborhood, there is a gator at least 10 feet long in the road. I almost hit him with limited visibility. He is angry and hissing, so I back my cart away and honk the horn. I feared he might lunge from the side and get my leg, but he runs off. About a week later, I enter the neighborhood and folks are waving at me. I stop on the curb asking what's up and the point to a gator waiting right at the entry gate where every car would pass through. So everyone keeps stopping to pull over at their house wondering what they are waving for, stopping near the alligator they don't see. So they achieved the opposite of keeping people away and lure people to wandering near it.

Gotta start telling my homies goodnight pookiebear https://youtube.com/shorts/Oeq3W9BnLEI?si=NYeSdz1g_hqLMplS

Almost the midnight hour and this birthday bash needs to go out with a blast! https://youtu.be/nzFdG412xOU?si=6vWMIzChoTmoqv6r

It's a full moon tonight and on my birthday no less. Apparently this morning it had turned blue, but I didn't notice the coloration change.