Mental illness…a lot can be said about this topic from my personal experience. Tbh didn’t used to be the best person to associate with on that. When my feelings got hurt in the past I would equal it back ,because growing up that’s what my mother did a lot. I was exposed to this majority of my life, and didn’t realize how bad it was until I got away from it all. To those I hurt in the past I did apologize to. For the first time I looked at myself hard in the mirror and envisioned the type of man I wanted to be. To still keep my soft side but toughen up. To be gentle even when hurt. To communicate my emotions effectively with others instead of blowing up. All this was the goal for me, and spent a long time on that process. Still am honestly. Been hurt by many in the past and still struggle to let go of some pains. Most I did for it’s out of my control, because why stress when you can’t change it? There are some who still wish me ill and to wish I stayed down in this life, but one thing I learned about me is that I never stay down or shut the hell up. However, instead of directly lashing out or wanting revenge, I chose to succeed in areas where I excelled at. Helping others gives me purpose to my life to inspire. People come to me now for help and depend on me, and honestly I never imagined that before with how scared I was to be a pillar. The smallest confrontation scared me shitless before. I would always run and cry. I’m proud of who I am becoming.

@gabriel_true yo I returned so now it’s your turn bro-ham, bro-entine, bro-tini, broski, bro-ba, bro-liscious, bro-inator, and all things bro. Do it for Chuck Norris.

Came back from back bicep day and laying in bed doom scrolling while enjoying every second of pain in my fibers uffff lol

I'm about 60 hours into my project. Right now I'm just concepting designs. I'd say I have about 80% of my core functionalities planned out. I have a jackpot progressive that builds during reel battles and has a really small chance to hit but once it does it's an instant win and has huge rewards. It's fun to generate some pictures to see what concepts would look like.

If my ex talks about me, I wouldn't know.lol We have a kid together and I still don't know nor care if she does, as long as it's not yo or around my son. If we had no kids? She'd be like all my other exs, like a fart in the wind.lol No point keeping up with them or their circles.

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An art trade done for one of my moots. I experimented with lighting and shading. I hope you like it. I'm still in a pretty bad situation, so if you like my work and want your own, you can become a Patron for as little as $3 a month or donate $5 through Kofi. Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/corutanic Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cw/rakashael/membership

Had to reach into the old archives of my dusty ass closet for this shit. Got an unedited one, and one with obvious fucking edits. Regardless... and dare I say it? She steel on my balls till I run. Edit: My shit is missing a button, isn't it? Fml I guess.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OzJVlp-qO4 Everyone's smiling, they're smiling. It pushes me far, far away. I can't understand. Everything is blue. Can you hear me out there? Will you hold me now? Hold me now? My frozen heart. I'm gazing from the distance, and I feel everything pass through me. I can't be alone right now. Will you hold me now? Hold me now? My frozen heart. I'm lost in deep winter sleep. I can't seem to find my way out alone. Can you wake me?