I found that pride, anger, and rebellion take a big hit when you accept Jesus as the author and finisher of faith. I let JESUS write the story now. I don't say it shouldn't be this way no more. I say you write it Jesus. And, honestly I found comfort and peace in that. Along with a reduction to my pride, anger, and rebellion. See my scars had ran to deep into my heart. The scars in my heart from never being able to feel what normal people feel cause I'm a narcissist burned with anguish, rage, and longing. And, instead of lamenting how long oh Lord. I burned with anger, anguish, despair, and rebellion because the unanswered longing hurts. But, it doesn't hurt anymore. Because I accepted that God decides what's best for me and he wrote this story for a reason. So I shall not want. I'm a child of God and that is enough. Yeah it would be nice to feel like normal people. Yeah it would would be nice to not have schizophrenia aka be demonically oppressed. But it's really all good. Jesus can write it anyway he want I'm even ready to get my heart broken that's how much I trust him and how much my pride and control has taken a hit. And, I won't even go why God? Just the way I'm feeling. I know I can always lean on him if it's rough. After all he declared to prosper me and not to harm me, to give me hope and a future. And, my wounds don't hurt so much because I'm not letting the voices agitate them. I learned they not worth listening to all roads lead to despair. I thought if I let them agitate my wounds I would learn something. What I learned was how blind, angry, and rebellious the pain was making me. Now they don't bother me cause I'm not going for it. I lost all curiosity, intrigue, and familiarity with them. I don't even ask why would God allow this. Yes I'm perplexed but not in despair. Despair is dangerous it's the direct opposite of hope. The more you despair the more intangible hope will feel. It ultimately makes you blind. Maybe that's why God said do not despair. I learnt my scars had blinded me more than they teached me. That's because I let the voices agitate the wounds trying to forcefully learn something but I got lost in the pain. Maybe you can learn from your wounds without agitating them. I had enough despair as character development. I'm steering clear from that from now on. Now I know when I pass through the waters, he will be with me and through the rivers, they shall not overflow me when I walk through the fire, I shall not be burned. I can take life difficulty on the chin now because it's comforting knowing Jesus is in control and his promises are true. When I say Jesus you write the story it brings me so much comfort.

Its the same thing as saying " back in my day, old man grumble, compares himself to newer generation, soft hands etc". I will say with all these new words like neurodivergent and other stuff it does throw me for a loop but at the same point i realize this place is just for clankers not to meet people.

I am very much a sub supremacist when it comes to anime, but I’ve heard a few clips from Witch Hat Atelier dub and it honestly sounds good

@hiroifan362 = Tame Impala My Big Sister = Fleetwood Mac https://youtu.be/ve9MN0aynuY?si=Mudh3rA7XSsKP6Fb Big Sister = MJ My longest-running online friend from Guatemala since 2005 = Both MJ & Luis Miguel https://youtu.be/TbcZLd9EXcc?si=Bd1aIJoGduc6_-nt My same friend from Guatemala = Luis Miguel My Mexican coworker who adviced me to quite the kettlecorn business = Selena Quintanella https://youtu.be/mitsLwIfCgE?si=Pk5mcUK3USTrtBZ5 One of my favorite coworkers in my kettlecorn business job = Imagine Dragons Big Sister = Bruno Mars https://youtu.be/3CnJtMknGIc?si=e4t1VO9fdVlgIt4A Big Brother = Linkin Park https://youtu.be/rvAIPOZ7NDo?si=OHyze4qRH0Age5Gv Me= Hatsune Miku https://youtu.be/Cp4vyuCqhts?si=2g_kq-91AlZsKUTj

Honestly just started the series so I don't know much other than her name is Gabby and she loves to gobble. That's all I need to know!

https://i.redd.it/ns8rtkns5t9a1.png Something about these three characters give off a similar aura, but I can't exactly put my fingers on it... Must be deja vu.

https://pic1.iqiyipic.com/image/20260403/ca/fb/a_100789868_m_601_en_m2_1013_569.jpg And here I was thinking it was some new season of Yu-Gi-Oh! Nah, but I watched one episode of this series and found it reminded me of GATE. Apparently this story was wrote by the author of Fullmetal Alchemist? https://assets-prd.ignimgs.com/2025/09/03/daemons-button-1756902784031.jpg https://thegeekiary.com/wp-content/uploads/2026/04/daemon-anime-1.png