as a recovered hikki neet and currently on meds, i try not to associate with people with mental health issues. i grew up with someone who was absolutely bipolar/extreme emotional irregularity that made my life hell is likely the reason for my anxiety disorder/social anxiety, and i never want to be in that situation ever again. plus iv spoken with some people on here that had problems related to emotion regulation that were not so great. its kool if you got your issues that your managing, but your issues can not be my issues. i dont make my depression/anxiety anyone elses issue, never have and never would. it feels like the pengulum has now stated that 'never hide your mental illness, dont be embarassed by it, ANNOUNCE IT AND MAKE EVERYONE ELSE YOUR THERAPIST.' i do think a healthy amount of shame should accompany a diagnosis. iv always had immense shame/guilt regarding others being involved in my own struggles, and i hold a subconcious disdain for those who do it (probz cause thats the kinda person i grew up with, made her pain everyone elses with 0 accountability)

@gabriel_true They're doing good, thanks. My daughter is getting a sassy side developing and my son is being recommended for advanced classes in school, so aight I suppose. lol As for me? Sinus and ear infection, double whammy... Yippee!!! Hope you've been doing well, too.

I discovered empathy something they say a narcissist can't do. They say it's impossible. But, nothings impossible for God. I discovered in a low place remembering myself. The emptiness the loneliness the unfairness. The thought that nobody is coming to make it all better. That made me realize how I didn't come for people. How unfair I been to people. The pain I feel made me realize how I must protect people from the same pain. In my wrestling with God I realized he remembers me. And, I realized one crucial thing as a narcissist I keep remembering myself. The reason I'm not there for nobody is because I keep remembering myself. I remember what I can't do. I remember how selfish I am. I remember the lies the devil told me about God. I remember the pain inside me and the pain around me. I remember to fight with God. But, then I realized I don't have to remember this pain it's already remembered by God. I'm forgetting self. I'm forgetting my pain my limitations my beef with God my beef with myself. Cause God remembers me and I'm important to him. Narcissist remember themselves to much I see now I must make room to remember others. I found I'm more susceptible to God teachings if I don't remember myself. To me that's dying to self not remembering the pain that made me question God. Because God remembers. And, by not remembering I can forget the old and step into the new. I don't have to stay stuck remembering the old I can move forward with new memory Edit: I'm always remembering something old that God can't put anything new in me. Therefore I forget myself. The pain The limitations The knowledge against God.

https://i.ani.me/0381/7119/1000009309.jpg https://i.ani.me/0381/7115/1000009336.jpg I've kept some of you waiting, huh? https://i.ani.me/0381/7127/1000009320.jpg https://i.ani.me/0381/7135/1000009325.jpg But today marks the beginning of a new dawn thanks to the connections I appear to have made along the way with some of my faithful followers. To those who've prayed for my return I come now to fulfill those desires. May I not fail to uphold your expectations of me for I am in gratitude for these heartfelt well-wishers! Thank you, truly. All of you!

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A Sports It's in the game

The first boss and its theme of the first R-TYPE arcade game and the very last boss and its theme of the first NES Ninja Gaiden have similarities. https://youtu.be/-_flwzP0lsQ?si=NxzxQahy0rEbjk2S https://youtu.be/vswEyqq7PuQ?si=I6ZyPjn--2Ti1Kcp