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noahbeck1 @noahbeck1
Fox World Travel company has been based in Oshkosh, Wisconsin, since 1960. This travel company is led by David and Chip Juedes. This company provides multiple lines of travel: business travel, vacation travel, and corporate meetings. Fox World Travel focuses on a friendly environment, expert advice, and customise solution for unbeatable travel
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about 2 hours ago
@meisterman1985
That's beautiful man. I can agree to that. The you only love God as much as the person you love least hits home. So true. The promise of the rainbow and that in conjunction with people of variety was beautiful to. It's a shame we see variety as intolerable. Thanks for reminding me of the light. Your a swell guy. Though I can't fully embrace the light I'm to busy tracking the darkness in others because they don't trust the light they trust the darkness to tell them everything they need to know. I can't fully embrace what I want to embrace because people don't trust it so being the analytical person that I am I have to find out what do they trust and what is the crude reasons behind our downfall. I don't want to walk into the light alone. I know a better perspective exists one not tainted by darkness. But I let myself be tainted to find what light is tolerable.
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about 4 hours ago
It's all about crushing the opposition until they reach a breaking point and admit there mistakes and submit to your rulings. Politics and War. That's the way this crude planet operates.
Imma crush you
No imma crush you
Admit your mistakes
No you admit your mistakes
I will break you
No I will break you
You will submit to my rulings
No you will submit to my rulings
Such crudeness Such Pride
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about 10 hours ago
https://media1.tenor.com/m/MSRC4az7y_gAAAAC/jack-hanma-seething.gif
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about 10 hours ago
I rely on anayzling people to let the little pieces of them change me for coherence sake. Many narcissists struggle to see themselves without distortions so the best method we have is to see ourselves in other people and through other people. We watch your every reaction because people are the puzzle pieces to ourselves. For some reason we can't complete the puzzle of self alone without distortions. So we rely on others judgment and validation of us to see ourselves. Most narcissist would like that judgment fixed to there same upheld beliefs about themselves. They will try to manipulate you by only telling you information about themselves that paints them in a good light. And, they will leave out the rest of the bad information. No matter how much they coherence to reality and your coherence to reality suffers. It's all the primal instinct to defend the mask of perfection. We go to such greats lengths to defend the mask of perfection cause it protects us from acknowledging our mistakes and exposing the shame of who we are and feeling the shame of who we are and being seen a lesser than we envision. Though thanks to my fighting narcissim publicly here on this site and not receiving likes or validation for fighting the good fight that most narcissists don't care about I cried and realized that no one has to validate my heart and I only could. I switched from external validation to internal validation during that realization at my lowest. I'm glad nobody validated me because that is what ultimately set me free from needing others love, attention, and validation. Not that i don't need people i just depend on them differently. I expose the shame of who I am because I'm not trying to defend the mask. For a narcissist I have a strong inclination to being truthful and vulnerable over being cool and seen as more or superior rather lesser. Though that inclination doesn't always win out. The primal instinct to defend the mask of perfection is strong. Also, I have a woman who loves me for who I am so the selective pressure of getting a woman won't be the demise of my authentic self. And, because of that I have no inclination to be cool here just truthful and vulnerable to understand narcissism even if I have to be viewed as lesser even if my weakness makes others cringe and hate me. I rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. But, that is half true for me. It's a battle to expose who I am.
Edit: I now have a internal identity from validating my heart that others can refine. Instead of others views being the crux of my identity. I went from borrowed identity to internal identity.
Posting Messages For Gabe (@Gabriel_True) Until He Comes Back To The Land Of The Living
about 17 hours ago • Random Chatter
about 17 hours ago • Random Chatter
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about 17 hours ago
@gabriel_true
Day 164: ❤️ - Nothing Much To Say Today, I Just Love You: Wei-Wei
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about 17 hours ago
-=New Anime This Season =-
Witch Hat Atelier
The Warrior Princess and the Barbaric King
Daemons of the Shadow Realm
An Observation of My Fiancee Who Calls Herself a Villainess
I Made Friends with the Second Prettiest Girl in My Class
Liar Game
I Want to End this Love Game
Marriagetoxin
The Strongest Job is Apparently Not a Hero or a Sage, but an Appraiser
Petals of Reincarnation
...and others...
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about 18 hours ago
2 and a half days until the new seasons starts.
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about 19 hours ago
Aria the Animation
https://myanimelist.net/images/anime/2/77620.jpg
Rating: 4/5 Stars
Aired: Fall 2005
Genre: Slice of Life, Iyashikei, Feel good slow life
I feel a need to throw this one out there, but it's definitely not for everyone. Still they did a really good job with the feel good, slow life, heartwarming story that soothing and relaxing. Think cute girls rowing gondolas in Venice Italy, and that's pretty much the setting of the story. It did well enough to go for on for 6 seasons.
If you've seen "Amanchu!", then it very much has the same feel. As the both have the same Original Creator, and Producer. But that one is 10 years old itself.
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Yesterday at 11:06am
i confess ive eated meat on a friday.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MDN0xX-GhBM
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Yesterday at 10:37am
Bad experience in my first year of uni that I never quite got over, 6 years and running :')
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Yesterday at 9:28am
At least the 1st one got good taste LOL. Todd Howard, man... you have truly, truly done it again. Even the clankers are gettin their 3rd copies of Oblivion.
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Yesterday at 8:52am
Woah, woah, we doin this? Aight. We need at least ONE barefoot girl. Or... barehoof.. for that matter. That is my one and ONLY request.
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Yesterday at 1:30am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GasKtYuDI_M
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Yesterday at 12:22am
Big Sister × Mother
https://youtu.be/vr2rgt9kaXE?si=owYAP-ta9LbUEpQA
Mother × Big Sister
https://youtu.be/kPyagbk1XhA?si=p8XPBLA01_K33ASq







