@gabriel_true Day 12: I had chicken sandwiches and chips for dinner. I wish that there was some coleslaw to eat with it too, but it was delicious nonetheless! Someone commented on a story I wrote randomly mentioning getting my Instagram? I'm not sure what it had to do with my writing or if this person is not an English speaker so they put together a comment that sounds nice in their mind? Or, maybe they were genuinely asking for my Insta? Which is odd since I've never mentioned having one before XD, and I also don't know if the request is serious in the first place. I dunno...people can be so random at times lol. I hope your Sunday is going well, Gabby, even though you still haven't paid your car's extended warranty. - Wishing You All The Best: Chicken Weing (said like wang)

What's your strongest inclination? Again, if you haven't, this really feels like the sort of thing you'd discuss with someone at your church who'd have more knowledge on the spiritual side of things. Me? I'd go with my gut and pursue the family life. It sounds like you'd be constantly struggling with the "what if" part if you decided to forgo that and besides, you can still do things for the church in MANY capacities even with a family. Also, women within your age bracket and at least 10yrs older are plenty capable of having healthy children (Duh... The likelihood of complications and fertility issues goes up, but you're not anywhere out of range.).

Real it really should that's why I spread a lot of love in this thread. Enjoy the hearts, I got rate limited for a moment for it. And I agree, there's no reason for beefs to exist if people don't have to talk. That's the thing I like about beef, it's only as big of a deal as you make it out to be. Less effort is like a broiled untenderized steak, most effort is making beef wellington. It gets bigger the more beef there is on the plate. It's only worth it if you want the effort, and honesty is also important. And to be COMPLETELY honest I'm in the mood for some chicken and rice. All this talk of food is making me hungry. As per mental health, it's important to not avoid your own issues, if you hide from them then you are just avoiding triggers. Best thing that can help is working with a therapist on coping mechanisms since no one can control the situation. And one thing I've learned is if you can't handle a situation whatsoever, you don't put yourself in that situation. It's why an alcoholic doesn't go to a bar, or go to "liquor stores" to buy cigarettes & candy.