Finally understood what jumping to conclusions about God does to my faith instead of the the humble approach saying Lord I don't understand. GOD IS THE TRUTH and I finally understand that enough to not jump to another conclusion that is not the truth again. It's been a long time coming I was tired of operating off my own understanding. But, it's over I fully acknowledge the truth and I am a liar. Like the verse say let God be true and everyman a liar. This is my last day lying on God. I'm happy the understanding came on time before I got out of character. I'm swapping out jumping to conclusions and acknowledging I just don't understand. And, ask for understanding. Never will I hold a contradicting belief about who God is because I acknowledge him to be the truth no matter what may come to pass. I humbly thank the Lord for blessing me with this understanding even though I don't deserve it. His grace and mercy was much needed for I could not see on my own I could not do good on my own. Blessed are his tender mercies. I denied and raged about his character and instead of cursing me he blessed me with understanding I don't deserve. Freed from the snares of my own mind I can walk in truth unshaken that God is who he says he is. Thank you Lord for bringing to my attention what was keeping me from having a deeper faith. I'm happy to get closer with you. James 1:5 "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives generously to all without finding fault."

You think they will? I'm kinda new to this franchise as a whole. Seems like every iteration is something unique with homages to previous versions?

The Major sings his love of War. https://suno.com/song/746c0b9a-4d1b-4286-9d4e-5d8c19111513

Currently reading Bungo Stray Dogs, Dandadan, OPM, OP, Fate/Strange Fake. I honestly either dropped or just haven't found anything too interesting to read, manga wise. I've been reading more novels lately.

https://youtu.be/lnQLsfz6uv0?si=n1Mao39KescMytOe https://youtu.be/Zi2JqeYgB7w?si=9OXYmd5Ze_9fUo65

(4:25 PM Tue.) Wow! I never thought that this day would come so soon. But, I will be gone from this website for an indefinite amount of time due to our wifi being permanently/temporarily shut off, and I have no clue when we'll get new service providers. I don't know of part of the reason for this is money issues? But either way, I'm not too worried about it, losing internet isn't a big deal. I love you guys and remember to leave me all the messages if you want, you know I'll respond first thing when I return. Love you all again! ❤️

Been a busy couple weeks. Been tending to my expanding pollinator garden. My bottle brush is growing back nicely and I have new milkweed plants, including Florida native swamp milkweed which is growing waaaay taller than advertised. Got new seeds sewn and already some caterpillars! It's a full time job being a bug daddy.

Embarrassing when you realize you forgot to pay a bill. Luckily the insurance company didn't cancel on me or charge a late fee for being a week late. Wondering why I had extra cash to spend, haha!

https://youtu.be/Oj3gIqTsOXc?si=xy5TwuAig7D570U0 Artist: Seal Song: Crazy