This is a new kind of pain, silent, but heavy. Won’t allow me to sleep but to keep blaming myself. I fight hard everyday and still get mocked by those who never understood me. The child inside me is crying but no one cares about him except me. It makes me angry but the wisdom I gained has me silent to keep from spreading that hurt to anyone else. All that kid wants is a hug and to be heard…

I had that dream you’re at work, and nothing is going right. No matter how hard you try, stuff just keeps becoming a bigger and bigger mess. Then you wake up absolutely exhausted from working all night, for free, and you have to get up and go to work for real and work even more. I feel like I should charge them for all those overtime hours I worked in my sleep.

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@gabriel_true Day 131: I was wrong. Apparently my early Birthday surprise is tomorrow not on Thursday, which is great for me as I don't have to wait longer, but also terrible because that means I'll be too excited to sleep lol. I honestly don't even know where our mom would take me? There's not many places I go, and the only ones I could think of are things I believe mom absolutely WOULD NOT choose because she wouldn't want to choose a typical destination we'd visit. She honestly knows me better than I know myself most times XD, so I feel like when we arrive to wherever it is we're going to tomorrow, it'll be so exciting that I'll tell her said place is a place I never knew I needed to visit until now lol. Can't wait to tell you what it is we did! - I Like Surprises: Wei-Wei

It always surprises me what random bullshit bots can pull out of their hat here. I still think the most random one was for a used book store in some remote part of India

Hey good for you. It's never too late to get into a totally new thing. Anime is so varied that it can suit people of all ages. I'm also curious which anime got you into it