The same political leaders who hate others and don't give grace. Would not last under that same microscope and measure. The government stopped believing in giving grace to it's citizens. And, the people were fooled into thinking we or others don't deserve grace by a billionaire but the billionaire does. But the political leader does. But, we don't deserve grace. A narcissist is on TV not giving grace when everyone can see his flaws. How can one of the most broken man on the planet do that and be so out of touch. We'll not everyone can see his flaws most people are to busy looking at others flaws to notice his. Hatred makes some people feel at home. You can be under a microscope but billionaires and political leaders distort the lense at which you see them and it works for the most part. Not everyone can see them. As a narcissist I know the trick of distorting the lense people see you. You don't want them to see all of you just little parts you want them to see that you oked to be saw.

I can handle any kind of supernatural creature. But these damn bots? Well, cleaned it up the best I could, but once you go back more than a month... Yeah. Its no secret. The fact that I still have mod privileges after pulling the Irish Goodbye on the mod discord... And the fact that I still use them to swat Russian bitcoin bots in the shadows cause someone who was supposed to also has a life to live.

The devil ain't nothing but a hater he don't think humans deserve grace. Good thing it's a free gift that can't be earned. How many can still give out grace to another when it's being abused not many. That's how faithful his love is. His mercies is new every morning. Grace is giving someone kindness when they don't deserve it. How amazing is God. Kindness and grace is being drowned out by hate because people want to be less like God and more like the devil. Tbh grace wasn't even in my thoughts until recently till I understood how much grace I get from God and others when I don't deserve it or haven't even earned it. Now I'm thinking about my approach to how I talk to people because truly I have been pretty graceless in my words. The voices aka schizophrenia aka demons have me under a pretty big microscope just hating on me. I may be a narcissist who doesn't feel to the beautiful extent normal people do. But, I kinda put two and two together it hurts being under a microscope and being judged without grace. Considering how long I been tortured it never came to me the importance of grace. When I say as a narcissist I'm stunted trust me. It has most definitely been a ride with God making a way every time. I just wonder why I couldn't put 2 and 2 together quicker maybe because we struggle with things outside of self. Now I have a understanding of how others feel. I didn't mean to put others under a microscope and judge so harshly without grace. I hope I didn't hurt anybody here with my rantings. I have much to learn in my walk with Jesus. I'm just happy I can conceive how my words could make others feel. I couldn't do that before. Matthew 7 “Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. If God used the measure I use I would be cooked I just recently called others pitiful but it didn't click to me how that might make a person feel. Wait a moment new information is opening up to me and correcting what I thought was right this is nice. I didn't even know it could hurt others. Even though I get called all kinds of names by the voices. It just never clicked until recently. How crazy is that that I could be so out of touch. It's ok long as I'm in touch now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RWNI0gj-6no relaxing summer vibe

Reading through the Mist Born series right now, on The Well Of Ascension. Just bought the first 3 Dungeon Crawler Carl series, excited to start that.

It’s true that your always waiting for life to get better and you look back when life is meh and you think that was a good time. Like an old thing you made, it sucks but I like the aesthetics.

Humans share about 60% of DNA with Insects and Insects are one of the first creatures to live here. insects are the most populous animal on earth.

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