Curses are real and everyone been effected. The most prominent curse is the curse of blindness. White people got hit the hardest. Even with there beautiful intellect they can't see. To be able to hold you back my brother is something you don't deserve. Your more beautiful than you think. But, these curses have blinded us all. Whether they be from God or the devil none of us deserve this. They curse you hard my brother they know how powerful you are. They know how powerful we all are together. They want to diminish the profoundness of our hearts and minds. Brother I know your profound inwardly but fate is against us all. Look at me I have more spirit then I know what to do with but cursed with narcissism unable to experience the meaning and depth of emotions. Fate is a cruel mistress to have the woman and family of my dreams but cursed to not be able to soak it all in. They want us with savage hearts and minds. That's why they push rap music to taint our minds early to decrease the profoundness of our nature. Society is built to produce the savage heart. People be like I'm a savage as if it's cool. Brother I'm a coward a weak man but even I when faced with death still speak. I can not help it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IKHox-DKrM Dang almost 8 million views in a month. No wonder it's good

Today I saw that personal trainer at the gym today and I waved at her. She came up to me and chatted and she told me she was going to give me another free training session today because she liked me. She showed me 3 different kinds of dips to do, and they were so friggin hard. I failed to even do 5 of each and it was easy for her. She then led me to the pull up bar and the goal was to do 7 wide pull ups, 7 shoulder-width pullups, and 7 close up pull ups. Holy crap. I was dying after the dips. I did like three pull ups and I was dying. I tried a couple of each and then had to sit. Then I had to do 10 push ups, 10 diamond pushups, and 10 archer pullups. I did 10 pushups, then tried 10 diamond pushups and collapsed on the first pushup lol I'll break down the 30 minute workout challenge if anybody else wants to try. I'll be practicing this for the next week.

(7:34 PM Fri.) Look at God! I know it's something so small and simple, but look what I found lying by my head while asleep!! They taste so good and I'm trying not to eat them all in one sitting. I just love how He's faithful to answer even the small desires/wants. So, yes, I in fact did have a pumpkin spice flavored something (caramel today) and I was able to tell everyone about it. Yay! ❤️

Dropping off my niece to my brother. Been baby sitting her last week and having her enjoy my butterfly garden. Now I can reward myself with some game time!

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