I've learned to separate obedience from performance anxiety. I can follow God's values without constantly worrying about whether I'm doing enough to prove that I love Him. When I hear you should do more or you're not loving God enough. I can listen without letting those words crush me. I can simply say I'll work on it at my own pace and take the next step I can. I don't need to turn every correction into shame. If I do something good, even something small, I'm allowed to congratulate myself instead of immediately asking whether it was enough for God. I'm still choosing God's values. I'm just refusing to make fear of God's disappointment the fuel that keeps me going. I want to grow without giving up. Edit: That was AI rendition of what I wanted to say now here's mine It's un christian like so pay no mind to this just read the first part. Idc if I dissapoint God this helps me not give up. Idc if he is disappointed in me I'm still gonna follow his light. That's the only way I found not to give up. When pastors say you not doing enough or you should do more you not loving God enough I don't have to become crushed in the spirit and give up cause that's what it normally makes me do. Makes me feel like my steps aren't good enough and I try to take a step I'm not ready for and fail or just the thought of these big steps can make a person give up. I gotta take steps I can sustain. I acknowledge they are telling me there are bigger steps that I can take and instead of being crushed by if God is happy with me and my steps idc I just keep my eyes on him my path sustainable. That's the only way I know how to not give up the bigger steps are noted but I can't even crawl yet. So when they say you should do more I'll answer... I'll consider that. But, I'm gonna take the next step I can actually take. When they say you aren't loving God enough I'll answer... Maybe. I'm still gonna practice love today. And, be proud of my steps toward him instead of thinking about how far I am and getting crushed by the big steps that prove you love God there are many steps in this walk that mean you are for God. But, I'm just my ranting. I prayed for the world but not trying to make God happy just being obedient. Seperating the performance anxiety from obedience. And, I felt I prayed well better than I would have.

Here is my current plan. I go about 3 times a week. So far I moved up on weight every subsequent week. I think the biggest game changer for me are the sled push and pushup-stepUp workouts. They build that much needed stamina to actually make progress when I'm at the gym. Today I was there for an 1 hour 30 minutes and I felt great. My favorite workout is the sled push. Why waste 30 minutes of your day on the treadmill when you can wear yourself out just pushing this sled for 5 minutes? I picked exercises that hit all different muscles and maximize the time spent at the gym.

Finally people acting like they have a spine. Wonder how long this last. Still shit about Trump on fox news they don't have the balls to go against there daddy. https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8TBSatS/ Apparently they can't hear the president lol. Bruh just let his ass talk to the wind that shit is funny narcissists deserve a blow to there ego. Edit: Oh it was just a ploy so he can launch his own TV station I doubt those news networks have spine for real. Soon Maga will be able to get dick directly to the brains.

1. Affirmations 2. Quality Time 3. Touch

The 3D model idea was pretty cool but it got sooo hard to improve on. I decided to just switch gears and make my AI Desktop assistant in 2D. Codex really helped me keep my layers organized. It took me all friggin weekend to do this but I'm happy with how it's coming along so far: https://i.ibb.co/B5M77SPT/1.png https://i.ibb.co/W482jFQq/2.png https://i.ibb.co/KpDKvH6s/3.png

Tried that viral microwaving egg whites with mayo and cottage cheese and spices. Its pretty good though I wil add some chicken from a pouch next time and eithet pickles or tomatoes for some kinda acid.

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