I kinda know what it's like to feel like trash. I'm a narcissist the whole world hates us and takes pleasure in our despair. Also, I have schizophrenic voices on repeat abusing me. But, I'm fine. Because your hard work will never betray you. From someone with a condition that they say it's impossible for us to build self esteem. You can build it when you finally notice your heart instead of letting others perceptions of you be your heart. Your hard work won't betray you and don't betray your hardwork by not acknowledging your heart the more you try and succeed to better yourself the more appreciation you build for your self. Only you know your struggles and what it took to better yourself have appreciation for yourself in your heart. I don't think your achievements are nothing. I know minds aren't they blow my mind but I expect no one to give me credit for them. Because no one has to validate your heart we are not entitled to validation and depending on it is not ideal. Yes it is good when someone validates your heart my gf was one of the first to value me more than trash and that started a chain reaction of learning how to validate my own heart and see myself in a new light but the chain reaction didn't explode until I found myself in a low place crying wondering why no one will validate my heart and I looked to my heart for the first time and I said I see everything you did I will validate it and that felt good because I had much to validate from 7 years of fighting and trying my best. I no longer needed to have the external validation that I once operated on. Though it's good when it comes always nice to be seen but I don't count on it and it doesn't break me if I'm not seen. I have a never give up spirit battling two of the hardest illness on the planet schizophrenia and narcissism and me and Jesus stay taking ground and proving the impossible possible. I'm a badass. My minds all there even under schizophernia aka demonic oppression. Other narcissists dare not whisper to the world of who they are they dare not look at the odds of overcoming the illness and say nah I'd win. All Glory to Jesus for giving me many victories. The voices know I'm a badass that's why they target me. It's something special about me. They try to tear me down but I know that the reason they torment me is because it's something special about me that they don't like. What I'm getting at don't allow people not validating you cause your heart to shrink to maybe I'm nothing maybe I'm trash maybe they don't see what I see. Notice it yourself and appreciate yourself. That's all I have to say. Hope and pray your depression is no more. Keep trucking improving your life and yourself best way you can and it will not betray you. Never Give Up.

Mixing things up a bit with the clankers. And in honor of Dragon Age Inquisition, after the official shutdown of its servers... I made this cute and adorable little spinoff to the plot of the game. now, I'm new to actually doing shit, (note that i fucked a few things up in the description so bad it's not even funny) and before anyone says a thing... C.ai is just the revolver of ai sites/apps. But anyways... dare I say, Copyright Ho!

I agree that the series lacks stakes. From the beginning I felt any weight from the antagonists of the world were undercut by Rimuru always having a built in way out. Essentially the only draw for me to this series is out of respect for a friend that's hyper infatuated with this show. Otherwise I probably wouldn't keep up. I do enjoy many of the characters for their interactions between one another. I just can't get invested much when "conflict" occurs especially if the main protagonist steps in to magically resolve the battle unceremoniously.

My deceased big brother prefers Summer sounding like... https://youtu.be/EoDPACOufOI?si=IIJTP_eijFJA5S0o ...while I prefer Winter sounding like... https://youtu.be/GOano9x9cBY?si=KmgXeGLdkKWjQgCl

I miss Brezhnev too, Comrade. https://youtu.be/_PgFqojF168

Hmm, it would appear this is some sort of spy intelligence coming from the Kremlin in regards to the Philosophers' Legacy. https://i.ytimg.com/vi/zCQkEBPxNPk/maxresdefault.jpg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bISGUJn3sSk Yooooo. This might be a good one.