ohhhh right, I'll have to do that then lol, I've never had a lab, but she's really cute! she was just born last month, i'll be sure to send some pictures when she gets home! :)

Making peace with being alone is a hard pill to swallow. My standards are too high when it comes to relationships and I’m almost out of time tbh. No nephews or nieces either to be the cool uncle to. Tbh life just feels empty for me today. I miss being cared about and texted goodmorning or planning dates out. Cooking them food or something too. If I lowered my standards and got with someone I didn’t really find attractive I would never be happy truly so wtf is wrong with me? I see guys settling all the time for women that would do anything for them. So why do I chase after those that are above my league? The toxic ones or ones that think they are better than everyone else. Idk what is up with me, because most guys would have taken the women who threw themselves at me the past month. Maybe too many fictional movies or anime’s have brainwashed me to believe my Queen is out there somewhere waking up in a field of flowers or something?? lol idkkk just tired of being lonely after years of it.

It's all about crushing the opposition until they reach a breaking point and admit there mistakes and submit to your rulings. Politics and War. That's the way this crude planet operates. Imma crush you No imma crush you Admit your mistakes No you admit your mistakes I will break you No I will break you You will submit to my rulings No you will submit to my rulings Such crudeness Such Pride

I rely on anayzling people to let the little pieces of them change me for coherence sake. Many narcissists struggle to see themselves without distortions so the best method we have is to see ourselves in other people and through other people. We watch your every reaction because people are the puzzle pieces to ourselves. For some reason we can't complete the puzzle of self alone without distortions. So we rely on others judgment and validation of us to see ourselves. Most narcissist would like that judgment fixed to there same upheld beliefs about themselves. They will try to manipulate you by only telling you information about themselves that paints them in a good light. And, they will leave out the rest of the bad information. No matter how much they coherence to reality and your coherence to reality suffers. It's all the primal instinct to defend the mask of perfection. We go to such greats lengths to defend the mask of perfection cause it protects us from acknowledging our mistakes and exposing the shame of who we are and feeling the shame of who we are and being seen a lesser than we envision. Though thanks to my fighting narcissim publicly here on this site and not receiving likes or validation for fighting the good fight that most narcissists don't care about I cried and realized that no one has to validate my heart and I only could. I switched from external validation to internal validation during that realization at my lowest. I'm glad nobody validated me because that is what ultimately set me free from needing others love, attention, and validation. Not that i don't need people i just depend on them differently. I expose the shame of who I am because I'm not trying to defend the mask. For a narcissist I have a strong inclination to being truthful and vulnerable over being cool and seen as more or superior rather lesser. Though that inclination doesn't always win out. The primal instinct to defend the mask of perfection is strong. Also, I have a woman who loves me for who I am so the selective pressure of getting a woman won't be the demise of my authentic self. And, because of that I have no inclination to be cool here just truthful and vulnerable to understand narcissism even if I have to be viewed as lesser even if my weakness makes others cringe and hate me. I rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. But, that is half true for me. It's a battle to expose who I am. Edit: I now have a internal identity from validating my heart that others can refine. Instead of others views being the crux of my identity. I went from borrowed identity to internal identity.

@gabriel_true Day 164: ❤️ - Nothing Much To Say Today, I Just Love You: Wei-Wei

-=New Anime This Season =- Witch Hat Atelier The Warrior Princess and the Barbaric King Daemons of the Shadow Realm An Observation of My Fiancee Who Calls Herself a Villainess I Made Friends with the Second Prettiest Girl in My Class Liar Game I Want to End this Love Game Marriagetoxin The Strongest Job is Apparently Not a Hero or a Sage, but an Appraiser Petals of Reincarnation ...and others...

Aria the Animation https://myanimelist.net/images/anime/2/77620.jpg Rating: 4/5 Stars Aired: Fall 2005 Genre: Slice of Life, Iyashikei, Feel good slow life I feel a need to throw this one out there, but it's definitely not for everyone. Still they did a really good job with the feel good, slow life, heartwarming story that soothing and relaxing. Think cute girls rowing gondolas in Venice Italy, and that's pretty much the setting of the story. It did well enough to go for on for 6 seasons. If you've seen "Amanchu!", then it very much has the same feel. As the both have the same Original Creator, and Producer. But that one is 10 years old itself.

i confess ive eated meat on a friday. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MDN0xX-GhBM

At least the 1st one got good taste LOL. Todd Howard, man... you have truly, truly done it again. Even the clankers are gettin their 3rd copies of Oblivion.

Woah, woah, we doin this? Aight. We need at least ONE barefoot girl. Or... barehoof.. for that matter. That is my one and ONLY request.