I discovered empathy something they say a narcissist can't do. They say it's impossible. But, nothings impossible for God. I discovered in a low place remembering myself. The emptiness the loneliness the unfairness. The thought that nobody is coming to make it all better. That made me realize how I didn't come for people. How unfair I been to people. The pain I feel made me realize how I must protect people from the same pain. In my wrestling with God I realized he remembers me. And, I realized one crucial thing as a narcissist I keep remembering myself. The reason I'm not there for nobody is because I keep remembering myself. I remember what I can't do. I remember how selfish I am. I remember the lies the devil told me about God. I remember the pain inside me and the pain around me. I remember to fight with God. But, then I realized I don't have to remember this pain it's already remembered by God. I'm forgetting self. I'm forgetting my pain my limitations my beef with God my beef with myself. Cause God remembers me and I'm important to him. Narcissist remember themselves to much I see now I must make room to remember others. I found I'm more susceptible to God teachings if I don't remember myself. To me that's dying to self not remembering the pain that made me question God. Because God remembers. And, by not remembering I can forget the old and step into the new. I don't have to stay stuck remembering the old I can move forward with new memory Edit: I'm always remembering something old that God can't put anything new in me. Therefore I forget myself. The pain The limitations The knowledge against God.

Yesterday was a very restful Easter. On top of visiting my parents for a lovely dinner, I had some quiet time in the park and managed to get some nice animal photos.

@gabriel_true few days ago I saw a video where a guy was using IA to research environmental sustainability... Ironic. I'm doing great on this side of the world. A lot of good stuff happened lately so there's that.

https://i.ani.me/0381/7119/1000009309.jpg https://i.ani.me/0381/7115/1000009336.jpg I've kept some of you waiting, huh? https://i.ani.me/0381/7127/1000009320.jpg https://i.ani.me/0381/7135/1000009325.jpg But today marks the beginning of a new dawn thanks to the connections I appear to have made along the way with some of my faithful followers. To those who've prayed for my return I come now to fulfill those desires. May I not fail to uphold your expectations of me for I am in gratitude for these heartfelt well-wishers! Thank you, truly. All of you!

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A Sports It's in the game

The first boss and its theme of the first R-TYPE arcade game and the very last boss and its theme of the first NES Ninja Gaiden have similarities. https://youtu.be/-_flwzP0lsQ?si=NxzxQahy0rEbjk2S https://youtu.be/vswEyqq7PuQ?si=I6ZyPjn--2Ti1Kcp