@gabriel_true Day 78: Happy New Year, Gabby! We made it to 2026!! I'm very proud of you and hope this year is blessed beyond human comprehension. For the start of New Year's I've cleaned/scrubbed our downstairs bathroom like crazy because my brothers are funky and don't know how to clean for themselves (they are working on it), but it's okay! I dedicated this cleaning as a sort of Devotions to the LORD for the first day of the New Year. I still think I didn't clean the bathroom well enough because we don't have certain cleaning supplies at the moment, but I scrubbed with what we have until my hands tingled and got warm, so I definitely tried. But, if it were up to me, I'd redo the bathroom completely, cause if only you could see the build of this house, you'd agree with rebuilding things XD. Anyway, I'm sleepy after hours of cleaning, but it's cause it relaxed me. I probably won't go to sleep though...I need to do better at not sleeping lots during the day. - Happy New Year, Gabby! : Princess Daisy

holy crap this next year is stacked. not gonna have much time for new series. Personally I'm most excited for Oshi no Ko.

(1:36 AM Thu.) Happy New Year everyone! You should be proud of yourselves for making it to a new year‐and no, I will not be taking excuses! It doesn't matter what you did and didn't get to achieve in 2025, or did and didn't get to do. Growth-true growth-takes time, and there are so many things we often achieve that are simply unseen, and it can be hard because we want to see physical results, but sometimes the results that matter most are those invisible goals or abstract one's. I pray that in 2026 that everyone is peaceful in a way that we've never been before, that even though there may be hardships (cause in life there always is) that you matured so much that those old problems/people/situations that once moved you off of your peace, can't even shake you anymore. Applauds to everyone for thriving and growing, even if you cannot yet perceive the seeds planted in your life yet. And again, Happy New Year everyone! ❤️

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!! I pray many new people find Jesus this Year. And, I pray my narcissism and schizophrenia is healed. I pray all my relationships remain strong and healthy. I pray I get a better grasp on emotions of others. And, I pray to be more like Jesus. In Jesus Name I Pray. My New Year Resolutions is to work harder on my relationship with Jesus and read the whole Bible. And, try not to talk so much. And, try to be normal lol.

Narcissism and schizophrenia not all bad there's a couple things narcissism and schizophrenia saved me from. It saved me from magic, witchcraft, chakaras, occult, myself, and false gods. Because schizophrenia delusions introduced me to how it feels to be powerful in your own mind. I realized I don't want to be powerful it's terrifying thinking you a human are powerful without God. What schizophrenia made me realize is I don't want to be powerful it made me acknowledge how God is powerful and the ultimate sovereign of creation because I was terrified under the delusion of power a narcissist can come up with. It was lonely, forsaken, abominable, corrupt, disgusting, hopless, disgrace, human, ungodly, loveless, futile, incompetent, incomplete, embryo, chaotic, wild, foreign, unstable, foolish, ignorant, devoid, baren, harrowing, and destroying. I was lucky to believe a delusion of granduer because it showed me how disgusting believing yourself to be your own God or Godlike is. The fear, disgrace, shame, hopelessness, I felt for being a disgusting human with power they shouldn't have can't be put into words. I was thankful when the delusion subsided and I came back to reality. I was grateful there is a all powerful God and it's not me. Narcissim saves me from occult, charkra, witchcraft, magic, and false gods because us narcissist are weak to power it easily corrupts us. So where some people can dabble in that stuff I personally can't afford it. I just keep my eyes on Jesus. Stand for something or fall for anything. I won't be falling for that stuff. Because I don't want power if it's not the graceful, divine, correcting, guiding, holding, merciful, tempering, washing, gentle, loving, and safe power that Jesus gives to us as a gift. What the narcissist and schizophrenic extreme delusion of grandeur made me realize was that I need a Savior. What I wished for with all my might at that time and moment was a Savior to get me out of the trouble I'm in and fix the things I've done. I cried for superman repetively that's all I could do when I realized that I'm not superman myself. Because back then I had no relationship with Jesus so his name didn't cross my mind. I was tormented by that delusion for a while but it brung me closer to Jesus. Now I don't think about it anymore but I have internalized the lesson. That God is greater than me and I am nothing. For if anyone thinks he is something when he is nothing, he deceives himself". And, I'm so happy to have faith and belief for that to be true. Cause like I said we narcissist are weak to power and delusions of power they corrupt us easily. So greatful I have to avoid that stuff or else I would have played with it if I wasn't a narcissist. I'm greatful God let me experience schizophrenia delusions to destroy my narcissism and myself and show me I'm not no godlike or my own God. Though I do pray for healing from narcissism and schizophrenia there's up sides and down sides to it but I about learned all I can learn from these conditions. The upsides are running out. Edit: I never want to taste power again unless it's a gift from Jesus. Cause power corrupts.

It's gonna be the year of the horse. Specifically the fire horse so it's Rapidash's year. https://img2.gelbooru.com/images/70/03/70031927ea2644b5d30d79cdcab9de1a.png