I downloaded Free version of OkCupid and meet the love of my life the first day. I'd literally sellout for OkCupid. I found my fiancée in a weird way though. I was noticing all the fake accounts in my area as in the US. So, I clicked the passport option just out of curiosity and things started looking more real. The first women that popped up was from the philippines. I messaged her and she responded immediately. I was like woah that's a first. So, we got to know each other and found we had alot in common. We both are introverts. We both game. She memes like a American but isn't Americanised. We both enjoy fantasy & romance genre. All the songs she know I know and we sing together all the time. We both clingy. She literally wants to do everything together with me like even the smallest things like reading a manga. She's ready to be wizard fr fr and I love her for that. We both like cosplay. We both can converse deeply rather than being stuck at the surface level. She is very emotionally intelligent and open. She's very different than any women I ever came across in the states. I was upfront with her about my condition and she accepted me like it was second nature. As a narcissist I never meet a women I could be vulnerable with. Most of the time I'm trying to keep up appearances cause I never knew a women to care about the real me. All the parts of me I try to hide she pulls them out and accepts them and even highly likes what she finds. All the parts I was to afraid to show but always wanted to are being shown to her. I always wanted a genuine connection with someone. And, I hit the luck jackpot. She's a sweet country girl that doesn't follow the trends & doesn't want to be spoiled. But, she's so lovable and perfect I spoil her anyway. It's like God made her just for me. I never been so compatible in my life. I could spend all day talking about how perfect she is. Literally my ideal women. She loves the way I treat her even though I'm low empathy. Apparently nobody ever treated her nice. She says all the guys out there are white wash and call her ugly. But, to me she's greater than perfect. So, I've been doing my best to show her her worth. And, she's been doing the same for me. I always wanted somebody crazy about me fr. And, she's more than I could ever imagine of asking for. She even song me my favorite love song Guilty Crown - My Dearest. I know I found a person who loves me like that song describes. And, I'm definitely not worthy. But, she tells me I am and that we deserve each other. It will take my whole life and then some to be worthy of her love. But, it's a life I can't wait to give. I have a trip planned to see her this month or next month. And, we have a trip planned for Japan aswell. OkCupid is the goat. I couldn't make a better waifu if I tried. Praise God. He threw tf down on this one beyond words.

More Aubrey. It's been a month since I picked up drawing and practice a little bit each day. Really fun ride!

I'm mainly single because I'm very reserved and enjoy being myself i'm not into the party scene or weed culture heck I don't even drink but besides all (I do not judge those who do its just my preference) that i'm very into intellectual people that focus more on reality more than finding an escape in life I like being in the moment more than in my head thinking 24/7 but from what I noticed most people are into the above things I stated so it really narrows down my options when it comes to dating even friendships that's all there is to it really.