@gabriel_true Day 135: Mom washed my hair in the sink and I got in the shower afterwards, it stayed nice and warm throughout, so yay for me! I wasn't cold and miserable. Now I'll be nice and clean for our Birthday tomorrow – gosh, I really can't wait to go to the buffet for breakfast, they have great breakfast foods there. I can't believe my baby brother is turning the big 16 though (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ). I remember his first Birthday, you know? He had a cute king's crown with a 1 on it and was wearing a little wunzi. I remember his little smile when he looked at me after our mom brought him downstairs to look at the decorations, he extended his arms when seeing me and I gave him a hug while wishing him a very Happy Birthday – I think I'm gonna cry! Why is he so big now? He's reaching 6'0 even and has a growing beard/mustache, his face is still youthful (he looks like a teen/kid) but his jawline is squaring out instead of being round and chubby!!! (o̴̶̷᷄ ᯅ o̴̶̷̥᷅) Seeing him grow up has got to be one of THE most distressing thing to witness...yet very rewarding, he's just my little buddy still, no matter how old he gets I'll still hug, kiss and coo at him annoyingly when he does something cute. I'm genuinely about to cry now, so I need to shut up lol. - It's Officially Our Birthday Now, Woohoo! : Birthday Mommy

Idk how to feel about Gorillaz new album... they clearly got inspiration from India and its so calming..... Sad part is they only make albums few years apart here n there lol

I guess mine would be when I was almost done with Pokemon. I went to a friend's bday party and in my grab bag of goodies there was a Pokemon booster and a Holo Articuno inside. Well thanks to that 1 card which everyone at the party wanted to trade for it but I kept it back on track I'm still a Pokemon fan till this day.

The voices call me pure evil. Omegalol that's not gonna work no more I know how to validate my heart now. They can't make me view myself as pure evil and lose touch with my own heart anymore. Omegalol they pissed I'm still getting stronger neither narcissism or schizophrenia can stop God's plan and purpose for my life. The truth is I'm a walking success story. A testament to God transformative power. I'm divinely confined so the works of God can be shown through me and they big mad. But, I trust in my Heavenly Father Supreme Authority over the Earth and Creation. And, I thank him for Grace, Mercy, Favor, Protection, and Guidance. Bruh they didn't want me to see myself so bad. I know the voices and the devil mad and they hate me and the God I serve. I acknowledge my darkness and bring it into the light. There's a difference between being pure evil and having both light and darkness within. They can't fool me. They just want me to sink into despair that there's nothing good about me that everything I do is a abomination that I'm to ugly for God and others. Typical demon tactics. But, God gave me discernment to see through that. I'm passed the point of worrying about myself because my God has never failed me. Man I'm Up Big following Jesus. You just don't stop winning. All Glory be to you Jesus.