Re:Monster is so peak it's been a couple years now I can finally binge. I use to have to play the mobile game to see evolutions but I just found out it got shutdown a couple years ago dang.

I went to Brick Convention Orlando on Sunday am to see all the cool custom Legos! It blows my mind how there is truly no limit to what you can make with these little bricks.

1 Timothy 1:15 15 Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the worst. Paul said he is the worst or the chief in other translations to show there is no limit to God's grace and mercy. That no one is beyond redemption. Paul before his conversion persecuted the chruch beyond measure and actively tried to destroy it. But, God redeemed him. The story of paul let's me know it's gonna be alright even as a narcissist because paul said it is trustworthy and deserves full acceptance that Jesus came into the world to save sinners of whom I am the worst. I have trouble believing Jesus could love a narcissist especially with the schizophrenia voices trying to cause anxiety in my heart. But, I accept 1 Timothy 1:15 to be the truth. And, feel relieved. Not because I look down on paul and think myself better than paul before his conversion but because I also see myself as the worst sinner in my mind. In the Jesus Parable of the Pharisee and the Tax Collector Luke 18:9–14 the two men went to the Temple to pray... The Pharisee: Stood proudly and boasted about his good deeds, using the opportunity to look down on others. The Tax Collector: Stood at a distance, refused to even look up, beat his chest in sorrow, and prayed, "God, have mercy on me, a sinner." Why he was justified: To be "justified" means to be declared righteous before God. The tax collector's prayer worked because it was an act of genuine repentance and humility. He acknowledged that he could not earn his way into God's favor through his behavior. Instead of just reciting a magical phrase, his actions demonstrated complete reliance on God's grace rather than his own good works.Jesus concluded the parable by noting that the tax collector went home justified—or made right with God—while the self-righteous Pharisee did not. I keep thinking that more self righteous I become the more God will love me. If i do everything right I can earn his love. Cause I'm to scared to just admit I'm a sinner and say I need mercy and ultimately rely on his grace and mercy cause I'm to scared he will forsake me. But, God said he will not forsake thee. Human effort alone cannot make a person righteous before God. Instead, righteousness is a gift of God's grace, applied to a believer through faith in Jesus Christ. I understand I can't earn it that I'm totally reliant on his grace and mercy. There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love. I am the worst a narcissist but if what paul said is True then I need not be afraid. I can't look at myself and say God but what about my good deeds as if they could make me righteous before God all I can ask for is mercy for a sinner. The Pharisee trusted his performance the tax collector trusted God character and mercy. Paul confidence wasn't I finally became righteous enough it was Jesus is merciful enough. Paul final identity wasn't the persecutor the denier it was Apostle Paul of Christ Jesus. Narcissist isn't my final identity to Jesus I understand that now.

Nothing more humbling then getting 6 hours of sleeo and zero brain activity the next day lol. Im planning a staycation soon this week

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My show is onnn https://youtu.be/USUvx7R5inU?si=08PMnZSqMeN7hzZd

it’s weird female and male that like spending free time watering plants and making art and they are 40+ and never dated. Or doing something like that. I might as well be a tree lol.

Man, the adversary really do be setting me up to act a fool, haha! It's my fault for being human and giving him the keys to drive me up a wall. Saw someone customize their rig with a cross made of lights across their grill as I was losing my cool with a recent change to company policy that irked me some kind of fierce. But Christ holds accountable those with the knowledge of the Spirit yet lets themselves drink from the cup of darkness bubbling up from one's own heart. Nothing new under the sun that's for sure. Pray I don't fail the God of Abraham when it's all said and done. Amen...