Sometimes I just mix up a few keywords from my favorite series or characters and see what pops up. Been surprised a few times by who shares the same random interests.

I am a narcissist and schizophrenic who has been fighting for God since 2019. I have a testimony of Jesus Grace and Power. Last night the darkness was upon me all I could do was pray rock back and forth on my bed and hyper ventilate. I was helpless. I tell you your smarts can't save you. How good you are can't save you. I tell you this now and you must believe you can not save yourself. No matter how much you think your in control God has shown me he is the keeper of our souls we are not. My smarts was not my Savior. How good I was was not my Savior. How much I will for it to not be so that the darkness doesn't take me was not my Savior. It was only till I opened the Bible and the fan blew the page to the beginning of Psalms and I began to read did the darkness break. I tell you this now i testify there is power when you read the Bible so that you be not unsure. I was helpless in turmoil and darkness was upon me until I read the Bible and found peace. Zechariah 4:6 So he said to me, “This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel: ‘Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,’ says the LORD Almighty. God showed me it is not by my power I am saved it is by Jesus and the holy spirit. I read last night and I understood the Bible where as I didn't before. Let me tell you this it is by Jesus mercy and grace that we are not consumed. I tell you this now so you not be unsure Jesus is deserving of praise. HE IS THE GOOD SHEPARD THAT LAYS DOWN HIS LIFE FOR HIS SHEEP. When we are lost he says no one will snatch you out of my hand. I testify that Jesus love is a love that goes beyond human understanding. Jesus love is a unfailing and faithful love. I tell you this now we are helpless without Jesus. God says apart from me you can do nothing. You don't want to find yourself in a situation where the darkness is upon you and you finally realize your helplessness and that Jesus was your life blood but you gave him not one thought not once did try to strengthen your relationship with him. But in the darkness you will realize you are not the keeper of your soul and that you are helpless. I say to you remember the name of Jesus for there is power in his name and his love will reach you. Remember his name for the wages of sin is death. And, I say to you he is faithful to those who call on his name for they will be saved. I say to you don't let yourself be fooled that you are protected by anything but the blood of Jesus. Be sober, be vigilant, because your adversary the devil walketh about as a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. I say to you put your trust fully in the Lord Jesus and he will order your steps and he will give you refuge. I say to you Jesus blood has paid for humanity sins so accept his free gift of salvation. Most people don't know it's free. They feel they have to earn it. You can not earn it. Come to him with your guilt and shame and with your imperfect nature and trust that those sins are no more. He longs to forgive you but we sometimes can't forgive ourselves. The devil wants you to see your sin as to dirty to keep you from trusting in the blood Jesus shed. Trust me when i say this the devil wants to inflate your ego to be great enough to believe you don't need God that you can trust in yourself and be ok that you can be adverse to God but in truth God said If anyone thinks they are something when they are not, they deceive themselves. I tell you we are but dust. Put your faith in Jesus come as you are. Not fixed not perfect not performing come as you are and be honest with him Jesus longs to have a relationship with you. Putting faith in Jesus means understanding what he has already did for you. Jesus blood has paid you are no longer under the bondage of sin. So don't look at yourself and say I'm to dirty accept Jesus free gift it's so free I promise you. You don't have to live with the guilt shame and condemnation. You are his when you abide in his mercy. Know that those sins are forgotten when you choose to say I abide and accept mercy and believe in you. It's free come to him as you are. When you are his and accept mercy know that Jesus is not counting your sins all he ask for you to do is walk with him and continue to try and change knowing that you are his and your new identity is in Jesus Christ. I say to you the devil wants you to forget your identity in Christ and wants you to hold any indentity but that which is in Christ. We are new creations in Christ Jesus the old self has passed away. Being a new creation isn't about being perfect it's about focusing on your new identity in christ a identity where your sins are forgotten where your old self is not counted against you. It is a ongoing transformation that doesn't stop just because you sinned again this identity follows you and washes you in the blood of Jesus and pleads for you. Oh see his faithfulness and love for us. This new identity is about walking with God though imperfect and letting Jesus love renew you. Come as you are and walk honest and true with him he knows we are imperfect and struggling. I say this again Jesus is not counting your sins all he asks is for you to accept his grace and mercy and let it fill your heart over time. Keep listening to the call of the holy spirit letting it convict you and change you over time. Man can not love God without the spirit. So, I say to you if you even have a ounce of love for God and have put your trust in Jesus and the gospel then the spirit is working in you. You might not feel it. But, do not be discouraged for if you have eyes for Jesus you have a good thing. For if you know what is right and just you have a good thing. As we walk with Jesus though imperfect we must continue to harken the spirit and though our flesh and heart are weak and we may fail those who hope in the Lord will have there strength renewed. So keep trusting in the lord and walking one step at a time For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. And, remember we can do all things through Christ who strengthens us. If you are struggling with taking steps and scared remember the story of the thief on the Cross. One thief mocked Jesus and the other thief rebuked him and said to Jesus remember me when you come into your kingdom Jesus. And, Jesus said truly I tell you today you will be with me in paradise. I tell you all that thief had was faith and he received grace and mercy. He didn't have the time we have to fix ourselves all he had was faith. I tell you Jesus blood has been interceding for us all this time. Here me when I say you are loved. Jesus love is more than we deserve. So let that sink in you have the chance to love someone who loved you so dearly all along and build a relationship with him. Don't wait till your out of time and darkness is upon you. For the day of the Lord will come like a thief in the night. Walk even if you have to walk imperfectly he understands us one honest step at a time. Just try yes we fail but we try Lord knows we are not perfect and he will reward our effort. Lamentations 3:22-23 “The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness”. So be in awe of his tender mercies cause they fail not even when we fail so take heart and remember... Proverbs 9:10 The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding. So submit yourself to Jesus repent and confess your sins and you will be forgiven. We all must work on putting God first and us second. Be in trembling and in awe because as it says God is a God ready to forgive, gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love, and did not forsake them". So be humble and have respect for the lords ways and know that it his mercy we are not consumed so try your best to honor him and be obedient in your walk knowing this. Give thanks for when you fail because the lord mercy rests on you. Give thanks for all things because all good comes from God. And, breath because he's the one who never fails even when we do so put your worry on the Lord and truly be thankful for each day he gives because he is kind enough to give it whether we have changed or not. Great is his faithfulness. I know it's hard to walk but be of good cheer because the Lord will not forsake you even when you fail so crawl if you must one honest step at a time the lord is holding on to you and he will not let go. So seek him when you feel you can make steps when you feel you can the Lord is patiently waiting. Everything is going to be ok. Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. So don't give up the faith even if your faith is the size of a mustard seed that faith can move mountains.

Has one of my fav guitar solos. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nsi9HEmZl9Y

My Status as an Assassin Obviously Exceeds the Hero's. 7 episodes out so far. It is still ongoing. Pretty common theme anime: isekai, but there's a neko familiar with the MC so i had to watch

@gabriel_true Day 48: I ate some rice and sausages for dinner (the good sausage, not the disgusting breakfast kind), it was very delicious! And sometime this week we're eating pasta with garlic bread, which I can't wait for, cause I LOVE garlic bread very much. - I Hope You're Eating Good Too: Hungry Mommy

Wanted to make a thread to share the best games of this year that truly moved me. Feel free to add your experiences and trailers to the list. https://youtu.be/2VaLOc1FpSo?si=Gk1BD94dCRxJ0coD 1. Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 Honestly everyone knows this game and it's probably going to get GOTY. https://youtu.be/txQKYcbIAHU?si=yfeDLoFiSUdfAsYU 2. Hades 2. This game has been my nonstop dopamine addiction, it's just as amazing as the first game and even at 100 hours in, every run is still fun, SuperGiant games have only made bangers and deserve all the love. https://youtu.be/ILEEVEOT-Oo?si=KTISLMg0-MpYwjpA 3.Look Outside. THIS GAME IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL HORRIFIC GEM OF THE INDIE SCARY SECTION. I enjoyed it so much and THEY ADDED MORE FREE CONTENT AFTER I PUT IN 40 HOURS ;-;! https://youtu.be/wzw4XJ038VA?si=fSZB17ytYVYkcziZ 4. Dispatch. It's a fun story, I enjoyed getting every ending and picking Blazer over Invisigirl in the end, something different and unique in the visual novel area. https://youtu.be/4yXKOgWvNL0?si=WmPhQytFI88F2VHd 5. Courage the Cowardly Dog (Fan game) This is a love letter to all the fans of the original show with how well done this game looks and all the free content and references added to it. I might add more games later to this list, feel free to add yours as well.

I’ve had the same struggle, so now I just browse groups and jump into threads that match my vibe. Sometimes chatting in comments leads to cool new friends.

https://i.ibb.co/xtX7WsKM/nijika.png So I wanted to have fun taking Nijika from Bocchi the Rock and re-imagine her character if she was a major idol and hit it big. During the whole anime, she is just the background drummer supporting character. Nijika has a big bow tie on a T shirt and some suspender straps going over it. I'm no fashion expert, but oof. https://i.ibb.co/C3QqXmtf/screenshot.png Lets jump some years ahead and imagine she hit it big as a band idol. In the anime and manga, Nijika is just a supporting character. She never takes the spotlight, she never talks about herself. It's for that reason she needs to have a more bold outfit to stand out. I decided to go with a choker instead of a ribbon because it looks more mature for an older adult. I kept the color scheme of red, white, black. Nijika is both the caretaker of her household and the band, so I gave her an outfit that has more of "ara ara" energy to it. I got the star on the choker to symbolize the venue she calls her home, STARRY. It sits close to her heart. I gave her a spider lily hair ornament to symbolize how much the death of her mother affected her life. It also represents her feelings towards her father. When their mother died, her father was supposed to be the caretaker, but he was either divorced or for whatever reason created a bad home environment that constantly made Nijika's older sister Seika run away. Nijika has feelings of resentment towards her father who dumped everything on her, so in a way, he is dead to her. Finally I decided the Oishi no Ko eyes because if you ever seen the anime, its all about lying about the persona you present on stage. It was pretty fun to do some character design brainstorming. I might do it again sometime.