R.I.P. Ashley a.k.a. squidkid1111 (-人-) https://youtu.be/cjVQ36NhbMk?si=e6kN8tpCVmQLMjZJ

@gabriel_true Day 36: I have a bit more energy today to explain why I have been giving short replies recently, so yay! The reason I haven't been up to texting as long/why my brain was not braining lately is due to not eating for two weeks. Now-hold on, shush, let me explain, no one can tell me God won't do it, because He has, He can and He will. Antyways, God recently led me and my two older sisters to no longer eat of our family's food (something I don't think I can explain right now, but maybe in the future), so because God commanded it, we did it. Our mom immediately started asking us when we'd eat as one day turned into two, and then two into five and so on, but we just kindly told her that we'd be stepping out in Faith (something God has been reeeeally trying to teach my twin and I) and waiting on Him. I know that it's the LORD that has been strengthening me this whole time though, because I know I usually feel even weaker when I don't eat to the point where I don't even want to get up, yet I have been able to walk around (maybe with a bit of a struggle as it went on, but I still had strength). As I was asking God literally just yesterday for any sort of provision/sustenance to strengthen my sisters and I before He sends us to discuss a topic our family really hates tomorrow (oh boy!), God immediately reminded me of some spare cash I had in a tithe sack from sales He blessed us to make on Facebook Marketplace. Though, as it was tithe money, I kept asking if He was positive that He wanted me to use His money, but all God said to me was: "You asked for provision, and there it is. Go and get you and your sisters something to eat. " We literally had the PERFECT amount for a whole meal from Dollar Tree: fries, tortillas, drinks and a snack or two. We made fry wraps for dinner and God simply said thank you to us for being willing to wait on him. The full meal He promised isn't physically with us yet, but He's been teaching my sisters and I to act/move from a finished place. To be honest, Gabby, I'm a little nervous about tomorrow because there are some things God told us would happen when we release the Word that He's given to us...but I'm also excited, because I may not have seen too much in this world, but I have seen enough to know God is faithful. So, God's got us in His hands, we just need to keep our focus on him. - I'm So Thankful I Got To Eat Today: Satisfied Friend

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Starting to think my father and brother were right. Maybe I do work too much to a detriment. This schedule I've been locked in, 3 jobs, 60 hours a week, 7 days a week is starting to take its toll on me. I mean I am glad I have money coming in, can afford cons and vacations at the beginning of each year, but I am starting to realize how having no time for myself just to get some sleep, read or go out for dinner is having a negative impact. So the life lesson for you all? Being lazy certainly gets you nowhere in life. But there is an upper limit on how much you can work yourself until it comes at more cost than gain.