God said put no trust in man. I served in the United States Army Infantry. Yet I don't give this country my mind, heart, and spirit. That's reserved for God. Men lie and deceive. Men fail. I could never understand being a fully loyal patriot. Knowing all the chaos they orchestrated and created at home and around the globe. We suppose to be global leaders yet they created chaos in our home for all these years for the world to see. What better way to heal the world by showing America can come together. That our chaos can't be taken advantage of by other countries. That we are strong. But, that would advance the people out of a fear mindset. They didn’t want that all these years. They want them to fear others and everything. The only way there stunts makes sense to people is if the people are scared. They control through fear. Long as they keep you scared they know you will believe in there stunts and atrocities as them protecting you from what your scared of. I prefer to stay a free mind and catch them from behind and say hey I finally see you. I'm not accepting the fear you project I'm anayzling it. Until I can see you. Better than taking things at face value. Because they been lying for years that we don't have the potential for change. They don't want change because of there systems of control. They want the seed to populate in your mind that change is impossible. In contrast to all the fear the world instills in us it drowns out that possibility in our minds. All America have to do is stand up and stand together and teach the right way. But, our leaders seldom teach anything other than fear. They know fear will keep you docile, malleable, selfish, complicit, and blind. They know you won't fight for our potential when your afraid there is none. That's why they squander it. They want to break your mind, heart, and spirit for others. Lol my mind, heart, and spirit don't quit. You will not degrade my enthusiasm to see us reach our potential. That's something inside of me that can't be degraded by fear. God instilled that in me to want the best for everyone. I know all we need is the correct information to have the power to step out of the darkness. Knowledge is power that's why they feed us lies. I don't have all the answers but I look and search for them like we still have a chance. Cause I know they want to stiffle our intelligence. They see us as dangerous to the upheld way of life but won't enlighten us so we not dangerous but a asset. They love when we get power and prove we are dangerous so they can tighten there grip of power. But, we wouldn't be dangerous if we were enlightened, humbled, and informed of the nature of our cognitive faults before hand. They want you to make the first move with limited information so they can say hey I told you they dangerous. While they did nothing to usher in a safety net for our minds advancing. They wanted us to show our ass and orchestrated and created things they know we would get stuck on. So they can say we the saviour even knowing they set traps for us. They didn't want you to achieve anything extraordinary. They wanted us to fail so they could play hero again with more power than before.

The voices call me pure evil. Omegalol that's not gonna work no more I know how to validate my heart now. They can't make me view myself as pure evil and lose touch with my own heart anymore. Omegalol they pissed I'm still getting stronger neither narcissism or schizophrenia can stop God's plan and purpose for my life. The truth is I'm a walking success story. A testament to God transformative power. I'm divinely confined so the works of God can be shown through me and they big mad. But, I trust in my Heavenly Father Supreme Authority over the Earth and Creation. And, I thank him for Grace, Mercy, Favor, Protection, and Guidance. Bruh they didn't want me to see myself so bad. I know the voices and the devil mad and they hate me and the God I serve. I acknowledge my darkness and bring it into the light. There's a difference between being pure evil and having both light and darkness within. They can't fool me. They just want me to sink into despair that there's nothing good about me that everything I do is a abomination that I'm to ugly for God and others. Typical demon tactics. But, God gave me discernment to see through that. I'm passed the point of worrying about myself because my God has never failed me. Man I'm Up Big following Jesus. You just don't stop winning. All Glory be to you Jesus.

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@gabriel_true Day 134: I changed my mind about my Birthday dessert, I'm not having a layered cookie cake, but I think I'll do banana pudding since I love it so much. Or, should I do chocolate filled croissants? Oh! But, I also really enjoy macaroons...help a girl out, what should I get? I need to decide soon so my mom can get it when she goes out shopping tomorrow, but I'll probably end up choosing that banana pudding. In other news, our aunt Jim (who is NOT an aunt but in fact our cousin lol) will probably visit us at our aunt Jackie's house on our Birthday. The reason we call him aunt Jim is because our dad was trying to call his name once and accidentally referred to him as aunt Jim XD, he messed up because he still was thinking of talking to our aunt Jackie at the time, so now it's our tradition to refer to our cousin by his proper title: aunt Jim anytime we see him. I do think it's funny though, because we met our cousin Jim quite recently for the first time (only sometime last year) and he is enamored with our family already, hence why he wants to try seeing if he can come over on time during our Birthday. He's very funny though, takes after his mom (our aunt Jackie) very much. - Family Can Be Very Fun: Wei-Wei