Confessions

cause who wouldnt, midas youd have to be a savage to not cry when *BEEPED OUT SPOILER*

@Kameiya I know it's terrible. I tried having my friend pretend to be a girl, but I still was embarrassed to the point no words came out of my mouth. @OtakuKaiser Yeah bro. That is gonna have to be the only way I can get a girl. That or I actually try an online relationship again.

I confess I actually think it's pretty cute when foreign women speak slightly broken English, I also like accents. ^^; I confess I wonder how broken and foreign I sound when I try speaking Japanese to natives. ^^;

I'm sure if you keep practicing just like excercise you'll reach milestones and eventually you're goal. :D I just have the awkwardness bundle itself up in my chest and brain and am pretty confident when it all leaves my mouth. Usually cause I overthink it I just don't say anything especially when trying to console someone. High risk high reward is never worth. l0l (Risk sounding stupid and being awkward reward being they feel better)

Yeah I guess. Hard to practice when I can't get a syllable out to a guy pretending to be a girl. Just the sheer thought about what how I couldn't say anything was embarrassing for me. The only practice I got was in Hawaii, but I forget how I started talking to the girls there in the first place. I guess I just said "Hi" and was friendly.

And Tachii suicide is never the answer. I feel like I am the most worthless waste of space sometimes, but I don't do it because it would hurt the only people that do love me.

Have you ever been able to talk to girls minus Hawaii? Suicide is a bad idea. I confess I daydream way too much.