Religious rants

@chocopyro Appreciate the tips. But, I try to stay as far away from the concept that I am powerful. It's poison to us narcissist. As a narcissist thinking I'm powerful enough to do something to the voices would just make me more ill. I escaped the headspace of delusions of power and wouldn't want it to flare it up again. Power corrupts. I'm in a good spot they know I know they trying to oppress me so they don't bother me as much. I can wait for Jesus to settle it. He knows what he's doing I don't. I'd rather know Jesus handled it instead of me so I don't give fuel to my ego. The last thing I need is more fuel. I'm trying to strave it. Shit can get wild off a simple crumb. I have to be extra careful because of what I am.

@willworkforisekai Ego of any kind should likewise be kept away from the occult. Power without wisdom is the name of death.

I found something that hinders my faith. First I would like to draw attention to this verse. Lamentations 3:22-23 KJV It is of the LORD's mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. If the Lord mercies are new every morning why do I carry with me the past? If I'm called to be like Jesus and walk in his foot steps I must start letting go of the past to strengthen my faith. Cause I find myself answering my own prayers with the past instead of letting Jesus answer them. Example: I prayed and asked before and he hasn't answered so this prayer won't be answered aswell. I find it's better to renew your mind and faith everyday and don't get caught up in the past. Our Lord renews his mercies every morning. Why can't I renew my mind and faith every morning aswell. I find the more I take the past to heart the weaker my faith gets. Each new day is a chance to experience God's Love. Psalms 143:8 KJV Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning; for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for I lift up my soul unto thee.