Vent

Thanks for that and whatnot, but I'm thinking it's just one of those moments, if you get what I'm saying. I'm not exactly being harmful, just impulsive. I mean. The people truly close to me understand what I do, and they all basically run a hugging stall. They know I need help, so what's keeping them from forgiving me? I wasn't really terrorizing. Much more just hurling mean things and insults. I said what was on my mind in the moment, and now that I've had a chat with them, the guilt is finding its way out. Means this whole vent is a waste of my time. What an overthinking guy I am. Maybe that needs work too.

While I may not be going through what you are, I just know a thing or two about pushing people away... After a while, they stop talking, they stop "hugging", they stop trying... So, be smart. Losing that, the ones who truly love you...Or at least, feeling like you're all alone because of your choices ... That shit eats the soul. People, everyone, we have our breaking point, our time, or moment when we decide to just leave those we once loved, to their own demise and their own devices. You don't want that. Thing is, you'll never know when that final moment is until it's to late. So, do what you must NOW, mend, heal and grow. Who knows? You may live to be another's inspiration. Best of luck either way.

I hate not being able to process spicy food anymore. Today I ordered the spicy tonkatsu at a restaurant thinking I was clever by chasing it with a lot of milk to neutralize the reaction I would have later. 6 hours later: NOPE DIDN"T WORK LET THE PAIN TRAIN BEGIN

Literally no one: .... Arc: "I'M THE COMMANDER OF THE POOP TRAIN!" LOL sorry I had to. On a similar note I've never been good with spicy food, I can handle the heat, but my stomach just gives it a hard NO.

7 dollars for a fuckin taco now. Fuuuuck that. No, I'm not losing weight because I'm on a diet. I just can't fuckin afford to eat junk food anymore!

That's why I make homemade taquitos... With a couple pounds of chicken and a pound or so of cheese... amongst other delicious things. For that price, I eat for weeks (I make twenty or more taquitos, freeze them and then air fry sporadically.). Also, what happened to dollar menus? Bastards...

Bro i went to McDonald's and bought a mcchicken for freaking $5 does anyone remember when that was on the dollar menu cuz i sure as hell do.