Random thoughts...

@verucassault You know you can't leave it at that, right? I mean, maybe you're seeing the end of all things, could prevent it, but we'll never know!!! https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qeMFqkcPYcg

lol It's just about getting to the beach but it's always rainy and something always prevents me. I just... I just need to get to the damn beach.

https://media1.tenor.com/m/WIDC8Ta7zE8AAAAd/what-are-you-a-lawyer-yes.gif Told myself that I'm going to rest after law school. And now...after almost 2 months...I finally ended my unemployed era. Survived my first week. (Thoughts: A.W.O.L. hahahaha) https://media1.tenor.com/m/cge97GFtbbMAAAAd/daiku7-daiku7meme.gif

Black friday is always the most stressfull time of year for me. I don't upgrade ANYTING I own until Black Friday, but what that means is that i have to spend an INSANE amount of money all in one week. I'm surprised my credit card company doesn't give me a fraud alert lol I get to the point where I hit my spending limit goal and say FK it and keep on going. There's always next month for me to review my bank account~

Played a game with my bf. My intrusive thoughts won.

Someone yesterday told me I'm on the most worst side of the depression spectrum where I just didn't have the energy to care about anything or do anything. Tbh I wasn't even aware that was depression and thought I just was tapped out of energy needing caffeine. I just told her, "whoops my bad", and then proceeded to return to my usual routine going to work. Her advice was to get back to what made me most happy. Still pondering on what the heck that could be if gaming or working out didn't do the trick.