yuuzora

After a few months of saving and working long hours, my online store is finally ready! It isn't much, but it's honest work. I take requests for merchandise that is not under copyright. So if you want me to draw your pets, please let me know what you want your pet drawn on! Here it is, and I hope you'll like it. Every purchase goes towards helping me get out of this abusive household. Thank you, everyone who supports me: https://corutanis-creations.printify.me/products

Thank you. I'll do my very best. Maybe someday I'll even be able to sell legal fanart if I can convince a company to let me. :D

I'll be opening my online pop-up store tomorrow. I take requests, so long as it's not copyrighted material. I'll wait until the store is actually making steady money before I approach big companies for printing rights. Anyone want to make a suggestions? Here's what I have so far: https://corutanis-creations.printify.me/products

Just putting this out here. It could take me up to a year to form a romantic bond with someone... is that too long to ask? Especially when it isn't guaranteed? Especially when the person I look for is so painfully specific? I know exactly who I want, in my inner world, I already have him. So anyone who dares try that route would have to be something extraordinary, or exactly who I'm looking for. Not what. Not if. But Who. I know who I want... but do they want me? Are they looking for me as much as I am them? How will I know it's who I am looking for? He'll like cleaning, be a decent fighter, casual musician, he's short, incredibly intelligent, has trauma that matches mine, isn't afraid of taking risks, a good leader when he has to be... so what am I bringing to this party? I like cleaning, am a decent fighter, a serious musician, I'm short, kinda smart sometimes, plenty of trauma but also the healing and coping tools to deal with it, I'm not afraid of risks at all, I am a leader and always will be, I also have the emotional intelligence he tends to lack. Is all that unrealistic? Especially when my life is NOT together in the slightest? I need friend support so badly and I'm afraid to be looked at like a romantic conquest. So being friends is a necessary first step to me. I could understand someone being afraid to be friendzoned. But if you are that person, there's no need to worry. Once I see you as a close friend, the romantic option would be open either way. Like I'd automatically give you a chance because you were my friend first. That's how it works for demis. Is that okay to ask? Am I asking too much? I'm just writing all this out because if I don't it'll eat me alive. This is sort of a safe space for me, so I'm probably going to post this to the void. Anyone who wants to comment can, and I'll to my best to understand your meaning even if it is tough advice. That's another thing I bring is that I do my best to be reasonable and rational, with schizophrenia reality is already hard enough to tell apart, so that can be hard. Which is why a rational, thinker-type person will work well with me. I'll appreciate your opinions and consider them very carefully.

A fellow fan https://youtu.be/x7M348dVaio

How did your day go? Mine was quiet, but I did spend the day socializing a bit with several people in my neighborhood as well as go out for lunch at Applebee's. Tried the bacon burger which had a sweet and sour sauce on it for some unknown reason. Tasted alright, however not sure as I'd order it again. Checked up on a couple friends and the one with the flu said they were doing better this evening. The other I suppose to hang out with tomorrow unless they have an emergency. The possibility is there seeing as his grandmother was diagnosed with dementia and needs 24 hour nursing assistance.

Loved it. It's got all the things I miss from this genre. Though I don't think I grew up with this song, I'll add it to my playlist. Thank you for sharing it. :D

This is the ending theme music video for City Hunter '91. I'm very fond of the bishonen style. Thought you might like the video too. https://youtu.be/enBPi5Okyg8