yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
I am sad to see you write and I haven't read your work yet! I'd love to read if you're willing to share. :D
Mommy’s Random Thoughts
Spoopy Mommy ® @wei_ying
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Mommy’s Random Thoughts
Spoopy Mommy ® @wei_ying
(3:57 PM Sat.) So since plans changed and our mom chose to leave my second eldest brother and I with our grandma and other aunt (our grandma has dementia and needs to be watched). I decided I would take the time to sit down and finish writing up my story that was inspired by another story I did.
Tell me how the first one I wrote is 2k+ words and this second story (which is inspired by the first) is 10k+ words? Specifically 10,909 words...I don't even know how I managed to write that far lol. But that's what happens when I just take my good ol' time, I keep going and never stop until I force myself to. It is supposed to be a darker themed story as well...the things I had to look up to try and be as graphic as possible made me squeamish, but I do love to torture myself so I pushed on!
Writing makes me relaxed and sleepy, but my twin is gone to help our mom and she is like my battery. As I was writing I felt myself slowly draining in energy and now I want to sleep. She needs to come home already!
Spoopy Mommy ® @wei_ying Thank you so much for wanting to support me! But I don't think I'm brave enough to share my work here XD. It really isn't all that good and I'm embarrassed about my writing as is >W<, thank you so much though!
yuuzora @yuuzora Hnhn. If you ever want to share it, just message me. I'll love to read it. <3
Spoopy Mommy ® @wei_ying I will keep the in mind ❤️
Spoopy Mommy ® @wei_ying *that*
yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
Ooof, unwilling 15 miles! But after that everything is easy, at least. Do you hate hiking now?
20 Questions
Pete Zahut @criselington
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20 Questions
Pete Zahut @criselington
1. What's the longest hike you've ever been on? Forced, 15 miles while in the military, I think there was a longer one, but since I'm not certain, I'll say the 15-mile one. Voluntarily, I can't remember the longest one, but one of the last hikes I did was exit glacier.
2. Have you ever walked home in a blizzard? Many times.
3. What video game are you playing right now? Dragons Dogma 2.
4. Do you like the enraging video games or lofi stuff? Games.
5. Do you like birbs or think they're sus? Birds are cool and are our friends.... except geese... those mother fuckers can die!
Pete Zahut @criselington Yup, 15 miles, 50 lbs rucks, I wasn't alone, so it wasn't that bad, plus I did a lot of multi mile hikes and rucks when I was training for SF. No, it's not that I hate hiking. Now I just physically can't hike longer trails and stuff anymore.
yuuzora @yuuzora Likewise. Hiking is pretty hard on my knees anymore. So short trails or many breaks is what I can do. I'm glad it didn't ruin hiking for you.
Pete Zahut @criselington Yeah, knees hurt but the main problem is permanent damage to my left ankle and foot, no impact stuff for this cripple guy. Still can swim and do bike trails I guess.
yuuzora @yuuzora Ouch, How'd you injure your ankle so badly?
Pete Zahut @criselington Fell off a mountain, while doing a mandatory ruck march while stationed in Alaska
yuuzora @yuuzora o.o Scary. Glad you're okay. How long did it take to even begin healing?
Pete Zahut @criselington I don't know, I know I was in physical therapy for almost a year. To be fair it's also my fault for trying to tough it out and not go to medical until like 1 week later after I was like damn my ankle may not be twisted and my foot may not just be bruised.
yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
Being unable to move, being half awake, and feeling something sit on your chest is called sleep paralysis. The mechanism isn't well understood, but keeping your body limber as possible is actually a good measure to reduce it. It can also be a precursor to sleep apnea for others. So keep an eye on how often it happens.
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yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
Are we going to hell if we laugh at this?
Random thoughts...
yaasshat @yaasshat
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Random thoughts...
yaasshat @yaasshat
We have songs such as "Ring around the rosies" and "London bridge is falling down". I wonder if in a few hundred years children will be singing "The twin towers are falling down"?
yaasshat @yaasshat Only if you believe. ;)
yuuzora @yuuzora Fair point. I'd be going te hell ten times over for all the evil shit I've done, guess the least of those sins would be laughing at a dark meme.
yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
Yeah, I can draw pictures but I can't take 'em even if there was $10,000 dollars on the line. Mainly angles and lighting.
post sexy pics of yourself
meisterman1985 @meisterman1985
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post sexy pics of yourself
meisterman1985 @meisterman1985
@yuuzora
You're not alone. I even took beautiful photos of double rainbows and cloud formations and I understand what you mean.
yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
It was just my car, but I used this blur background tool on the little app I use to fix my horrible picture taking skills. Mostly it's angle and lighting I suck at. I am fine drawing pictures, but taking them is worse than letting a baby play with the camera features. XD
squirrelatemycookie @squirrelatemycookie
squirrelatemycookie @squirrelatemycookie
I think this photo looks OK. I like your outfit. I'm more curious about what is behind you though. Is that a T-rex foot? Whatever you do, don't turn around. Their vision is based on movement.
yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
Thank you. And sorry to be so direct. I at least like the chance to know you, but if I'm not your speed, I don't want to waste your time either. :)
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yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
I should apologize to people who see me on, but I don't answer your message yet. It's because I think carefully about what you mean and form my responses slowly. I promise I'm not ignoring. I'm thinking. :)
TwoShy @twobananasshyofapumpkinpie I don't think you should apologize to any of us. >:D Who are we to demand your time and attention? I'll die on that hill lmao. Please take all the time you need.
yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
Photography counts at art in my votes. And this is really a great shot.
Post ur art my dudes.
squirrelatemycookie @squirrelatemycookie
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Post ur art my dudes.
squirrelatemycookie @squirrelatemycookie
Not sure if photography counts in this thread, but I managed to get these shots of the moon last night. For the first time the lighting was just right and actually got the craters and texture of the moon captured.
yuuzora @yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora
Do you even read a person's profile before sending a friend request?
Ghost @kuharido I love reading profiles
yuuzora @yuuzora That's relief. I've been getting some requests, but no one tries to introduce themselves, so I wonder how they even get the idea to send a request on a photo and a name and not anything else? Perhaps should put it a bit more clearly somehow. Like in my profile picture. x.x
Ghost @kuharido Sadly some people just want to collect "friends" for boosting their numbers and such.
yuuzora @yuuzora On here? Though maybe it's also what I see with those people on dating apps that swipe right on every single person trying to get a match? The need for validation can be scary. x.x
Ghost @kuharido Not just on here in any online spaces.
yuuzora @yuuzora It's either weird or we're the weird ones. It'll be fun rigging up a profile picture that evokes that sort of "the quickest way to irritate me is to not read and/or follow basic instructions". XD
Ghost @kuharido They won't read that either sadly TwT. I try to make any of my profiles give basic info about me. Usually my interests as that's the best way to talk with me.
yuuzora @yuuzora Yeah I added my interests and basic info, but mostly I had to lay it flat with people seeking immediate romance. It hasn't stopped anyone from trying, but I need to at least have that neat little "I told you so in the..." when they show their desperation too soon. You have to deal with those sorts, too? I remember right, you're not looking for dates right now.
Ghost @kuharido It's not too common for me but I have ran into it. I'm someone who needs to build up a friendship before it turns into a relationship. Right now I'm not really looking I need to work on myself. If it happens organically I am okay with that but I don't want to push anything
yuuzora @yuuzora Aye, likewise on both accounts. A close emotional bond is required, otherwise I cannot feel attraction. So people who expect immediate results will just be frustrated and I will chop their head off if they try to move me along at their desired pace. I'm glad you haven't dealt with it too much. You don't deal with creepers, do you? Those ones are the worst. Just on here, the results are truly scary.
Ghost @kuharido thankfully no, I think my tough front scares them off. Unfortunately I think it's a bigger issue for women users. Which is really a shame.
yuuzora @yuuzora I'm so glad you haven't had to deal with creepers. They really are scary enough to off put the entire process of meeting new people. Especially the coverts. They seem all fine, but you can tell something is beneath the surface. You want to think better of people so you ignore it. Then they show their real face soon as you catch them saying what they really think. Some of them genuinely do not see you as human... Like you're just a consumable product they want and if they save up enough raport, they can use it to purchase what they want from you. So I understand why some people will give up on dating after experiences like those. ;n;
Ghost @kuharido They do sound very dehumanizing. I can be mean when I need to so I would scare them off. I'm a highly sensitive person so I usually pick up on bad intentions.
yuuzora @yuuzora Likewise, I just experienced enough gaslighting as a child to make me ignore things out of fear of misjudgings. Even if I've yet to be wrong. And yeah, it's scary, disheartening, and can leave a person bitter and terrified. A lot of avoidant-dismissive behaviors stem from those sorts of encounters. Rebuilding the ability to trust and a willingness to 'chop the head off' is a delicate balance that is proving difficult to learn. What about you? Do you have any attachments styles you're aware of?
Ghost @kuharido oh yeah, I do. I think have some level of attachment disorder. I'd be happy to talk about it more if you don't mind PM.
