I appreciate your choice of scripture. Thank you for the words of encouragement.
Perhaps I came across as though I was referring to myself considering those things, but I was merely venting about the frustration of that choice being a reoccurring habit amongst members of my family.
There aren't a lot of us left and those of us left alive shouldn't throw away what time is left.
Hell the one cousin I am close with who recently suffered a coma from a motorcycle accident has been fighting to stay alive. This was the same cousin whose dad, my uncle, chose suicide when we were kids.
So if he can find value in living then I don't see why this other person could not. Especially because, by my brother's account, this man did it over a woman that rejected him. Can't get more pathetic.
Rose Mommy ®@wei_ying Even if you're not directly talking about yourself, these things can still negatively effect you, even if you weren't necessarily close to that person who went through with such an act. Especially if you are going through tough time after tough time, repetitive negative news can wear down on everything: mind, body and soul. If nothing else, you can take this as something to lift up before God, especially from personal experience, such habits and traits like suicide and depression can at times just be more than just a passed down trait, but even a generational type of curse. And I also know from personal experience, that God always wants to end these things in us...so, I truly hope you continue to see the value in your own life everyday (even when things get tough), and that the hope you have/desire to have to live spreads to the rest of your family and all who know you, Gabby. ❤️
Gabriel@gabriel_true I could not have worded that better, Rose. Again you speak truth, Rose. Thank you!
Well, keep in mind that even the wicked can be chosen (in a sense) by God to bring about His perfect will. God has used many evil kings in the Bible to bring about His good, cause He's able to work all things out to the good of those who love Him.
I think we should also remember to pray for our leaders as well, to cover them in anyway possible and hope they change for the better. Cause if nothing else, God truly is the God of the impossible, and if he can change anyone then he can turn this nation back on track if we are willing as a people.
It's crazy when they say Trump is chosen by God. I'm a narcissist I would feel offended for God knowing how corrupted / corruptible I am. People are strange. They know our reputation right? I hate that they know us for being one way. But, I'm glad they know us to protect themselves. It's all true. A Narcissist that will fight for you that don't even make sense. Do you know how much it kills us to think about others needs before our own. It literally feels like your dying. I just had a breakthrough... That feeling can be associated with dying to self. The self is strong and doesn't want to die. It just wants to continue operating for self. I get it now it's a defense mechanism to protect self that's why I feel like I'm dying. It makes burdens feel like the worse thing in the world. In that regard with my new found clarity I have to hypothetically give president Trump his flowers I know how much we hate burdens. The question is is he doing it for us or himself. If he's doing it for himself there's no burden to be had only just a slight annoyance. I need to do more dying to self and get more acquainted with burden man I just wish it didn't feel like the end of the world. My stunted mental age is showing sorry yall I truly am despicable. Don't worry I'm being punished till I get it right. There's no excuse for a man to be this weak I'm getting there with Jesus.
Wow this interesting. Was outside for a bit trying to clear my head when I saw a burning ball of white fire fall out the sky across the field behind my house.
Given the size of the fireball I would say it landed close by even if it was maybe miles away.
That said I then watched 6 aircraft with red and blue blinking lights slowly converge in the direction of the object that fell.
Wonder if Elon Musk's Tesla that he launched into orbit years ago finally crash landed back into the earth?
Gabriel@gabriel_true That's a deep cut. Next you're gonna make a Mork & Mindy reference! Rip Robin Williams...he's returned home beyond the stars.
Rose Mommy ®@wei_ying I've seen that show around but never watched it myself XD. I love ALF though! He's hilarious.
Veru@verucassault Yep, I thought about the sugar water alien from Men In Black
Rose Mommy ®@wei_ying Nothing much. Just need to motivate myself to continue writing a story of mine is preparing much it, you?
Urahara@kurahara Then dont you have a look at a pretty lady standing in front of you in the mirror, Im sure you'll get plenty of motivation from her.
Rose Mommy ®@wei_ying XD That's very kind of you to say, thank you. But, it's not the sort of motivation I need ^^.
Urahara@kurahara What kind of motivation are you looking for?
Im not really good with words and instead of helping I make things worse regardless of my intentions.
Rose Mommy ®@wei_ying You aren't making things worse. I was just saying finding encouragement through beauty wouldn't do much for a writing aspect is all. And idk? I just need to confirm writing, which I did today, my story is at 7k+ words, but I need to wrap it up soon.
Urahara@kurahara Sounds like you are cooking up something nice, I'd really much like to read it.
Rose Mommy ®@wei_ying I try my best is all ^^, and I'm lucky enough to have people that enjoy my writing. And I don't share my stories here cause I'm too nervous too XD, but your intended support is greatly appreciated.
Rose Mommy ®@wei_ying I mean I don't share my stories with anyone here at all, sorry. The only way people read my stories are if you are already on the website I use, and as most people here most likely aren't, I don't share cause I feel nervous sharing my story here on MO :3.
Urahara@kurahara What are you just afraid of, Im sure you might have noticed or maybe not but Im not a judgy character. And if you still dont wanna share, then I guess I cant do much just respect your wish.
Perhaps I came across as though I was referring to myself considering those things, but I was merely venting about the frustration of that choice being a reoccurring habit amongst members of my family.
There aren't a lot of us left and those of us left alive shouldn't throw away what time is left.
Hell the one cousin I am close with who recently suffered a coma from a motorcycle accident has been fighting to stay alive. This was the same cousin whose dad, my uncle, chose suicide when we were kids.
So if he can find value in living then I don't see why this other person could not. Especially because, by my brother's account, this man did it over a woman that rejected him. Can't get more pathetic.
How have you been?
I think we should also remember to pray for our leaders as well, to cover them in anyway possible and hope they change for the better. Cause if nothing else, God truly is the God of the impossible, and if he can change anyone then he can turn this nation back on track if we are willing as a people.
Given the size of the fireball I would say it landed close by even if it was maybe miles away.
That said I then watched 6 aircraft with red and blue blinking lights slowly converge in the direction of the object that fell.
Wonder if Elon Musk's Tesla that he launched into orbit years ago finally crash landed back into the earth?
How are you doing?