Log in with your MaiOtaku account.
Home Forum Anime Search Newest Help


29 year old Male
Last online almost 3 years ago
Chicago, IL
Please login to post.
I don’t listen to much podcasts. But I do like a middle of the road individual that isn’t biased toward either side.
Thank you. I do not mind being generous, but when we barely knew each other for less than 6 months, I am not giving most of my check away to a girl when she clearly has her own job. Maybe that is why she ghosted me because I made it clear that I did not want to be used by her. In retrospective, I do not miss her the slightest when even my last date was a more genuine person (her issues aside).
Yeah, she sounds like a user. Asking for 90 bucks out of nowhere would definitely be a red flag. The more dates you go on you will be able to detect users faster and you can bail asap. Never go on a second date with a blood sucker. You'll find that older women with a stable job are less likely to shank you for money at every turn. There are a lot of women who don't want or need a sugar daddy so I'm sure you will find someone.
As much as I hate to say it, you are damn right. Life isn’t all sunshine and rainbows, I simply accepted we just live in a shitty world and not everyone is your friend. I was a fool when I was a child when I thought that all the worlds problems can be solved to make everyone happy. World peace is a myth just like how true happiness is a myth.
*Poof* And like that, all problems were solved. That's like telling a depressed person all they need to do is exercise or smile. Life isn't about guaranteed happy endings. Life is about survival. What that means to you may vary. While empty platitudes sound nice, they do only just that, sound nice.
yaasshat @yaasshat Gotta add, you're wrong about "true" happiness not being a thing. The truth is, "true" happiness is literally what you make of it. Yeah, you won't be all smiles all the time, but that doesn't mean you can't find your "true" happiness. Man, I'm trying my damnedest to do the same. One thing I've learned on my journey is this, I am my own stumbling block. Now the hard part, getting over myself and finding who I truly am.
Listening to Feel Good Inc over and over again. It’s just reminding myself that I will never ever be happy.
I have a leopard gecko. Aka the only friend that will never leave my side and loves me.