Gabriel

Gabriel @gabriel_true Appreciate that very much! It was a challenging beginning of the year, but I'm in a respite for now until the next doomsday, heh! How's your family doing? Hopefully doing better than mine.

yaasshat @yaasshat Better is relative, remember that. I am glad to see you again and I know there are many here who have missed you. I suppose if things are even a little better, they are better.

Gabriel @gabriel_true They are. I'm thankful to be missed and wish you well too!

Gabriel @gabriel_true Always a pleasure to be here! Have y'all been well? What's new in your hemisphere? Still training in the mountains to become the best undefeated lawyer in the world!

lei_maiotaku @amarantha Hahaha still in law school thanks for asking. Always active here, but its different without you guys. I hope more members will make a comeback here. Cant wait for you to post lots of cosplay related stuff. Hkhk ^^

DEAD ACCOUNT @hibarisan :') Hope so

DEAD ACCOUNT @hibarisan ME wana see more gabe cosplays!

Gabriel @gabriel_true I'm back from the Undead! Looks like I was missed, haha! Warms my still beating heart to know people were looking out for me. Feels good to be back. Thanks you both for checking in!

Gabriel @gabriel_true To be honest I'm not sure the connection either. I would hope the people I had an interest in were of a healthy point of view about themselves. True, I've reached out to those that were treating themselves poorly and wasn't always successful in helping them realize their own potential. However there were those that did and that was all I could wish for. As for myself, though I indulge in self deprecating humor, my own POV of me is that I do have value. So I'm not someone to say, "I'm garbage." (Insert Aleph comment here) I've hated the idea of admitting that I am subject to depression, but over time I recognized there are clear signs in my behavior. I would agree that I'm afflicted by generational trauma that may influence specific actions I choose to perform. However I don't consider myself a victim or socially disabled from connecting with others. I'm always caring about others, yet I know enough to separate myself from another's trauma if I can tell someone has unfortunately broken all connection to reality and has crossed a dangerous line. (Physical violence/ Stalking/ criminal activity.) Luckily I've only found myself in the direct line of fire a couple of times in my life. That being the case I don't hate those people or myself for doing what I could in that moment. Nor do I blanket future interactions as being grounds for the same. Hopefully this clarification helped to better illuminate the POV I take when dealing with others. Especially those who suffer psychologically with depression.

lei_maiotaku @amarantha Ah I remember now. I think you posted in one of the forums a meme as well about not being chosen or chosen last somethin like that. I forgot but its like sticker note on someone. And I found that funny asf. And when I saw that meme Im almost like haha almost same vibe. I didnt mean to post it as your own POV or anyone elses. No harm intended. :’)

Gabriel @gabriel_true All the harm. No forgiveness. *cries woefully*

lei_maiotaku @amarantha NOOOOO please hahahuehue yer precious :<